Darkness within

2010-09-21T13:25:00.003+08:00

Hi guys,I'm back! Miss me? Guess not. My blog is dead. So this few weeks, is the usual. But, Health department stop us from opening. So we gotta do some major cleaning up. Which resulted me in getting cuts and stuff everywhere. Darn. But who cares. Lol.

There was this day. Lol. Unbelievable. I was working halfway when suddenly, Siok Hui's face appear in my mind. I know, What the hell? I didn't purposely think of her alright. It's just, suddenly. Zzz. But oh well, she's a babe. So why not? -.-.

I'm so bored over here. Hating my lady boss more and more everyday. She's just so money minded. What the hell la. Zzz.

So, i can't wait for next year march! Rather close to April. It's the day I'm going to get my first car!!! I'm aiming for a Honda Civic. :P < 3

I don't know what else to update. So byebye.

Update: Lol. I suddenly wanted to post this. There was this 1 day, Boss, Lady boss, me and the other co-worker was there. As in working. Lol. First, boss had his dinner. Followed by me and the other guy. So we was like thinking that we were the last 2 to eat. So we was like, half half. Eat finish all. Lol. So, we really finished everything. Rice and Veggie. Which later on, Lady boss came in and ask the other guy. Your eat finish everything? Yea. I haven't eat! Lol. I mean, i know it's cruel. But hey, can't blame us. She is freaking stingy. She wouldn't buy food for us. Not anything for us to cook. She only care about her money. She doesn't give a damn about our welfare. So, we seriously don't respect her. The other guy is her cousin. But she doesn't care about him. Thus her own cousin also hate her. xD. Me and the other guy was like smiling away. Muahahaha.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2010-08-12T13:31:00.002+08:00

Yo What up peeps. Alright, It's been 3 months since i came back to America. I know i haven't been updating. That's because I'm busy working. I'm like working 10 - 10. 6 days a week. So i don't really have any time to update. Right now, I just feel like updating.

So yo, I'm doing alright over here. Got a not so good job. But the boss is nice. Not the lady boss though. Lol. Tiring but,oh well. That's life. I work at kinda a dangerous area. With all those unreasonable people. From the kids to adults. I just don't get it why they are not well mannered. Minority are well mannered. But majority are zzz.

I'm kinda lonely over here. Like you know, no friends. I don't feel like making new friends. It's like, what if i get to know some new friends and i forget my friends back at Singapore. Cannot right? That's so zzz. But sometime, i just feel like hugging a girl girl. xD . Lol. I know, I'm weird. This past 2 weeks, i always go to Inner Harbor Japanese Restaurant to eat. I mean only during my off days. It's cause, i want to see the girl girl. Lol. I not planning on finding a girlfriend yet. But see see no harm right? Lol. Maybe i should go Inner harbor tomorrow to sit and look at all the tourist. xD . Maybe i can find my other partner there. xD . Or maybe, I shall just sleep at home.

What else to say? Hmm. I don't know what to say. Lol. So bye yo. Catch you guys soon.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Back to America

2010-05-19T07:56:00.005+08:00

Hi guys, been awhile. I'm here to update. I've been back to America for like 2 weeks already? Everything's been fine. Meet up with my cousin, Jade. It's been so long since we last saw each other. So we did some catching up.

It's spring here now. But it's cold that i get to wear a jacket when it's a sunny day. I can never do that in Singapore. I will just sweat like hell. But here, i don't remember when is the last time i sweat.

Here, the burger is so much bigger. The price is rather same compared to Singapore. As in value. But, it's bigger that it gets so fulling that i eat 1 meal a day.

Right now, doing some job hunting. Hope to get a work ASAP. I feel kinda useless. Just staying home whole day long watching drama. Wasting my time. Yea.

I just pack my room and well, that's all i can do for now. I feel so bored. But i really don't enjoy going out. Since so far, I've only been to downtown, Inner harbor. That's the only place i went. Except for grocery stores.

What else can i say? I think i can say that, Hmm, I don't like to hang out? I just like to be alone. I went to someone's birthday party with my cousin Jade and a guy name Ben ( xD ). I just kept quiet over there. I just feel so awkward. I got no idea what to do. So, my cousin was saying " It doesn't make you cool when you are anti social". I just, don't feel like talking to anybody else. Just feel so weird. Oh well, I swear i won't be going to a party of pub or anything that has lots of people. Never. So, I'll update soon again.

Update:
Did i mention when i came back not long, i saw a parade. It's kinda awesome. Lots of people dancing and all. xD

Regards,
Dark Soul

2010-03-12T14:50:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Super long never update. Didn't have the mood to update. Lols. Not exactly didn't have the mood. More like didn't have time. Haha. Let's see, i'm still at JB now. Not going back KL so soon i suppose. At least, over here, i can drive car. Secretly of course. xD . But there is once, i just wake up, then i send my cousin to school mah. I was reversing, then i not that awake. Bang. Minor bang. Bang into a truck. xD. But nothing happen. Cause never step on the accelerator.

This few weeks, been burning DVDs. For my auntie and all. They went to bought those pirated dvd. Then i notice that they download the show. So, it gave me the idea to do so too. xD.

I think most probably, i will be going back to America on 6 of May. Will be either i suppose boarding the plane at KL or Kuantan ( zzz ). Why must i keep on hear Kuantan this place. -.-. Really so near Setia Alam meh? Zzz.

Hmm. Nothing else ba, enjoy driving car, riding motor bike. Lols.

So, till next time.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2010-02-24T15:32:00.002+08:00

Hi, hmm. Short update. Plans for this week? Hmm. Going to JB soon. Then, Alvin come in City Square find me. I'm seriously considering to go into Singapore and walk walk. But i don't know if i should anot. Singapore, the place of sadness and happiness. But mainly sadness. I suppose. Lols.

This few days, very late sleep. Zzz. Keep on late sleep early wake up. Cannot sleep long. Lols. Zzz lor. I've left Singapore for 3 weeks. Wonder who miss me? xD Muahahahahaha. Hmm, What else? I can't think of anything else to say. Hmm.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Accident

2010-02-20T16:34:00.002+08:00

Hi, let's have an update. Firstly, Happy Chinese New Year to all. Though it's over, but still, Happy happy. Lols.

Hmm, Let's update about yesterday, Yesterday, my cousin, Siew Yee, finally talk to me liao. Lols. Then She, the youngest cousin and me, went to eat satay. Also together with Siew Yee's Boyfriend. I got to say, the satay here ain't nice. It taste like zzz. After eating finish, we went to had a spin. On motor bikes. Then Lols. I guess, i wasn't focusing on the road, I accidently bump into Siew Yee's boyfriend bike. Lols. But luckily, it's a minor bump. My right foot rest, bump into his exhaust pipe. I was so afraid that they fall, cause it's like 1 bike, they had 3 person on it. But luckily nothing much happen. But my right foot rest, slanted. Zzz. Then had to knock it back. Lols. Then went around lor. Kinda fun. I enjoy riding bike. xD

Hmm, what else to say? Hmm? Nothing else ba. <3 riding bike. xD So, i shall keep it short. Bye guys. xD

Regards,
Dark Soul

2010-02-11T15:38:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, now I'm at KL. Lols. Very hot. First day, i came, just nice the telephone line went down. Zzz. So i went to lan shop. Freaking lots of Malay and Indian. Zzz. At there shouting. Makes me sian lor. Then hmm. From around 8 play till 12.

Hmm. I love here, can drive bike. Hehe. Today, just drove my youngest cousin to school. Haha. Long road. With cars. No helmet. Zzz. Hehe.

Why ah? People won't cherish things when they have it. They come to regret it when they lose it? Why people are like this? But hmm, People will not change. Only things will change.

What else? Hmm? I lie, i cheat, i steal.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Zzz

2010-02-07T00:25:00.004+08:00

Sup peeps. Here to update. I'm at Malaysia, Jb already. I'm dead tired now. But i can't sleep. I ton at friday night. And i went home at Saturday morning. And from then till now, i haven't even had a rest. Don't even have a chance to sleep. zzz. I'm damn tired. But i wanna talk to Siok hui! I miss her! Why why. Why i did not jio her when I was still at Singapore. I going to leave le then i tell her i like her. zzz. Lose ah me. Zzz. Damn Cui now.

Got something i wanna post that happened. and etc. But not now. I go sleep le. Cannot tahan le. Goodbye.

*Edit. So, yesterday i did not update long cause i was really very tired. I couldn't focus. So let's update a proper 1 now. Hi guys, I'm at Malaysia, JB now. I uh, going to KL this Tuesday. Then uh, will online more often then in JB. Cause JB, my uncle internet is only for 1 computer use. I cannot keep on online. And now, I'm at a lan shop. I really damn sian now. I kinda miss my friends already. It's like zzz lor. But, even though i have left, i will remember you guys. If i can get remembered is also great.

I was pissed at her boyfriend. Asking that if i cherish her, seriously dude, think lah. When she patch with me recently, i everyday go find her. I don't sleep at night to go send her to school in the morning? I don't? She no feeling for me is my fault? It might be. But, i dare to swear i cherish her alot. I didn't want to break with her. But considering that i need to leave sooner or later, i agreed. Argh, think whatever you want. It doesn't matter anymore. I'm out of Singapore.

So uh, what else to say? I got no idea. I very sian. That's all. Never mind, i will update soon. Bye.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Last night in Singapore

2010-02-05T13:39:00.002+08:00

Last night in Singapore already. My mood now is super heavy. I'm so going to miss all my friends. All my enemies. All my ex. Afterall, my memories is made in Singapore. Even though i hate Singapore. It's like, i thought leaving was easy. But now, very in pain.

So, i think it will be 80% that I'm going back alone. My mom kinda also plan to send me back first. And i agreed with it, cause it will be easier for me. Since I'm an American. While my mother is not. So, if she goes be with me, it will be unstable. Then i need to feed 2 mouth.

So, what i plan to do with my last night? Well, going to spend me last night at East Coast Park with Wei Jun. Go chat and etc. I mean why not? Next time we meet, will be quite long later. So yea.

This few days, been packing and meeting with friends. Thanks Jonathan Tan for treating me to Botak Jones. Alvin Tan for KFC. Thank you all for befriending me. Haha. Though I'm leaving, we can stay in contact if your want. I didn't tell much people that I'm leaving. If those i did not tell, I'm sorry. Cause i didn't think that it's a big deal. 1 less is no less. Haha.

I'm going to miss in no order, Siok Hui, Jonathan Tan, Wei Jun, Alvin Tan, Cheryl, Chee leng, Evangeline!, Joan. Not gay ah. Just being Emotional. Haha. Not going to miss her. Not like she need it anyway. Haha.

What else? Goodbye my Sonic Gear speaker. You have always been there for me when I'm sad, happy or angry. Now, I'm passing you to Jonathan Tan. Hope he will take good care of you. Bathe you, use you. Goodbye to my car collection. Passed to Zhen ge. Goodbye to my bed, throwing you away. Goodbye everything. I'm so going to miss Next Chill and Marlboro Ice Blast. Hope maybe America have? Haha.

That's about all ba. Yea. So, till next time.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Undescribable Feeling

2010-02-04T01:36:00.002+08:00

Let's have a update before i leave Singapore. In a few days time, i will be heading to Malaysia. After a few months, i will be going back to America. My mood now is kinda, can't wait to leave but yet don't feel like leaving. I wanna leave Singapore. Well, most people will want me to leave. I'm not the type that is good with friends. So more enemy then friends. I really, i miss her. I'm trying to make myself hate her. Afterall, she is well, never mind. Just wish she will take care and last long with her future boyfriends.

So uh, what else i can say? I will update my blog when I'm in Malaysia and America. So, stay tune?

Let's just update some random things. 1st random thing will be, my long time brother, Wei Jun, promised me to come to America after he ORD. 211011. Really hope it will come true. 2nd random things, i feel bad to her bf. I keep on sms her. Well, please just understand that I'm leaving. I just wanna have a final chat with her. I mean, once i leave, you won't hear from me. 3rd random things, screw all those people who come my blog and doesn't tag.

That's about all random things le. I don't know what to say le. So uh, Bye.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Abandoning blog

2010-01-28T21:15:00.003+08:00

Okay, I'm going to have a final update. And abandoning my blog. I'm tired. There is an incident happened yesterday. Not going to say anything about it nor explaining myself anymore. It's just, I've got blamed and got hated for doing things I've never done. I know i haven't gone through life. But really, life is tiring for me. I mean, i know it's not my job, but I'm trying to protect her. But i killed her instead. I'm gonna admit just how powerless i am. Never mind.

Also, haha. After this incident, i went to talk to my 2nd ex, Evangeline. Lols I kinda asked her. Am i a bad guy? She said yea. I asked in what way, i think she said everyway. Sian. I'm the bad guy. Sweet. I love it then.

Right now, I'm not being childish or lame. I just love the feeling of being rejected. So i go for no hope relationships. Haha.

Okay, this will be my last update. The last week for me, i suppose i will try to meet up with my friends. I'm going to screw my chance to be in Singapore. I don't wanna be here anymore. I wanna thanks her for breaking with me. So that i made up my mind to leave Singapore. I already hated living in here. But i wanted to stay for her. Researching on how i can. But now, i don't wanna do that. So thank you for breaking with me.

Goodbye,
Dark Soul

Hmm

2010-01-26T01:45:00.006+08:00

Well, life been great for me this past few weeks. Been working, meeting people and etc. Okay, have talk about this.

Okay, right now, i left with 13 days. I wonder, who will be the first person that come to my mind once i leave? She? She? He? He? I don't know. But i bet it won't be her( My ex ). I don't know. Just another thought? No point ba? She won't come back to me. Even if she wants, my future is blur. Cause of my Citizenship. That sucks you know? But well, at least i don't have to follow the dead road. Yea. Aww. Don't know what to update le. So end here le.

Today i damn lazy. So, i shall not remove my contact lens. And just go to sleep. xD Byebye.

*Edit Just watch finish a Ghost show, Paranormal. Base on true real life story. I think it's also from actual footage. It's about a couple being haunted and etc. All the signs of the ghost playing with them. Overall, It's nice man. My personal favorite is that when they was sleeping, the spirit or demon whatever that was, just went into the room and grab the girl's leg and drag her into the i don't know where. That was epic. Oh. Awesome lah. Really, Gotta watch it. Paranormal. And my personal hated is that that dude was like so bossy? Thinking he can deal with it? Man. That's naive.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2010-01-24T13:49:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Past 1 week, been working. Nothing much happen. Then hmm, Saturday, afternoon went to buy Freshkon Sky blue contact lens. Very long never wear le. Finally get to wear after break with her le. Wahahaha. Cause she say i wear contact lens not nice? Who give a shit about that anymore? We are not together. I don't care if she thinks i look nice with contact lens anot. Haha. Then at night, went to slack with Wei Jun. Then we crap about alot of things. From way back to Primary School life. Lols. It's kinda good memories. Haha. I kinda still miss her. But i kinda don't miss her. It's complicated feeling. But i think i have succeed in forgetting her. I can't even remember how she look like or how she is? Nah, I'm lying to myself. But i bet, if in future, if we contact back, i will well, disturb her. That is if I'm still around. Regardless of being in Singapore or alive. But well, last time we lost contact, we only contact back after 6 months. Now, i wonder, how long?

Today meet out with Wei Jun. Went to play pool at Marina Square. Then play for 1 hour le, Wei Jun went home. I went to Aljunied to meet up with Siying and Fyn. She say she kena rob and then got 1 weird uncle sitting with them. Then say they scare. Keep on ask me walk faster. -.-. Then finally reach le. Okay lah, he was just drinking Baron. Then ya lor. Then slack slack. Then went to this erm. Shop de toilet. Use le, come out, they ask us to buy a drink or something if not they wanna charge us for using toilet. I mean kns lah. Then just bought a drink and ate there. Their food, small portion and ain't cheap. I mean still okay lah price. But damn eat money. Kns. Then slack away lor. Did i mention that when i reach, i went to bought Heineken. Then drink. I think i drink abit only. Siying drank finish all. I think so. Then she go break the bottle. Keep on take the glass bits to cut herself. I keep on snatch from her throw away, she keep on pick up and cut. Finally cut dao le. Then ya lor. Glass bottle cut and knife is different. So think she regret le ba? Lols. Maybe next time is me try le. Then, i think is Fyn, she say i look scary with me Blue color contact lens? Lols.

After that, take mrt to City hall, walk the very long walk to esplanade. Took bus, back home. Lols.

This few days, been watching Supernatural. About killing demons, spirit and etc. Not bad. Lols. Nothing much le.

Seriously, Hope that couple won't even think that I'm trying to copy them by wearing BLUE color contact lens. I wear contact lens like way back. And i personally did love Blue Color contact lens.

Who is Polar bear? I know that name yet don't know her.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Meet Siying

2010-01-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

Today, is Wednesday, early morning wake up. Cause Jon tan de sister sms me. About my stuffs. Then i decided to get up earlier to watch 1 episode of Supernatural before going work. Then, just nice Siying talk to me. Then talk talk then say wanna meet lor. So, say after work lor. Then i went down working. First thing i did was making delivery. All those office office place. Lols. Damn stress. 1 wrong step, spoil reputation. Then after work, went down to Aljunied to meet her. I think i saw Sheryl. But she kinda avoid me. So i wasn't pretty sure is it her? Then she came, went to a coffee shop drink. Kns. They don't believe i 18. Keep on wanna check my IC. Then finally, my Tiger came. I order 2 bottle. But he bring 1 for me only. But sua lor. Didn't wanna drink much anyway. I think it's my last time drinking le.

After that, went to meet Fyn. But she was late. Cause eating dinner i suppose. Then we walking around, cause i find spectacle shop. I wanna buy contact lens. But just can't find a shop. Then walk around till Fyn came. Slack awhile while Fyn do her homework. And i got ignored. Then 10+ went home.

Quite tired ah. Feel like sleeping for long. But i just can't. Every night, i just wake up from dreaming of she leaving me. Very sad. But i didn't cry in my dreams. Just Heart broken. Then i just try to relax myself to sleep. Haha. Sian ah. Not updating le.

问世间情为何物，只叫人kpkb

Tomorrow is 21st. It is suppose to be she and me de 1 month. But just, it's not.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2010-01-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

她和我就像是在荡秋千。我往前，她就往后。我往后，她就往前。永远只是擦肩而过。

Regards,
Dark Soul

Wish fulfill

2010-01-16T13:09:00.006+08:00

Today, i got my wish fulfill. I wanted to see her 1 last time. I did it. I know of the consequences. But i don't care. Now, i think i can let go already. She won't ever see me again.

*Edit Today, i did something very bad. Previous post, i mention that i have an evil plan for Saturday. I did it. Well, i won't regret it. I got to see her 1 last time. It's worth it. I don't care if what i did makes her hate me. If she hate me, that is exactly what i want. I hope so. But well, she won't talk to me = a sign of hating me? I don't know. Or maybe just wanna be faithful. But this time, for sure, we are over. Previous time we break, we will just lose contact awhile, and just somehow contact back. Then feeling will be back. But this time, haha. Just some stupid reason that make me think so. That 1, she don't wanna contact me 2, she don't want meet me 3, last time i ask her remove my blog link, she refuse to. This time, she remove it. That's good. After doing the evil thing today, i just kinda can let go. Even if i refuse, thinking of what i saw today, is QQ ( I didn't copy her using QQ. I started using it first. But i never use often. ) So I'm determine to let go. I might refuse to. But i will. As long as she is happy, i will let go. Not saying that if i don't let go, she can be happy. My gf never ever have hao xia chang de. Kinda just hoping her to say Goodbye to me. But she just hate me so much that she don't bother to sms 1 single Goodbye. Haha. So be it ba?

I'm not going to say what happen today. What's that evil plan. Nah. It's my evil little secret.

Okay. About me, i seriously don't know what will happen to me after Feb 7. Stay or leave. I can't make the decision. Though i say i will let go. But, the feeling is there, it won't be so easy. Stay is cause i wanna stay and wait for another chance. Leave is cause i damn sad. Damn sian. Don't feel like staying at this sad place. But i bu she de.

Haha. Okay, talk about today drinking session. Was suppose to go to a pub at Boat Quay? But Cheryl say she headache, can't go. So forget it lor. I went to meet Da, Er ge. Bought 3 big bottle Carlsberg to drink. Went over there, started to drink lor. I only drink 3 big bottle, Da, Er ge at there say i 酒鬼. -.-. Lame lor. Then from 8, sit there till 10, Da ge left first. Er ge and me was sitting at there till 1.30a.m. then we left. Was talking about stead and all. Keep on ask me about Polar bear. I felt like crying. But i didn't. Cause crying doesn't help. Crying won't change the fact she is gone. Did i mention that when we 3 was there, i was at there an wei-ing them. I was supposed to be the one emo-ing. Since i wanted to drink to chill out. Cause it's just 1 week and 1 day we broke up. But then, i just an wei them lor. For even if i say out my feelings, nobody will understand. She did understand my feeling. But now, i cannot approach her due to status. It's okay. Can't be helped. Then, Er ge want to cut himself. He bought a penknife. Then he like don't know how to cut. Or don't dare. So i demonstrated. Then Da ge wanted to try cut. So he cut on me. So lols. I got 2 more cuts. Total 4 cuts only. Haha. Aww. Suddenly don't have the mood to continue. End here le.

TMD lah. I always like that de sia, when with her, i quit smoking. But when she leave me, i smoke until like... 1 day 1 packet. Not that hardcore. But still, haiz. I want quit smoking lah!

从现在开始，我再也不会在为感情而哭泣了。因为我已经没有感觉了。等到有个人能打开我的心吧。我再为感情而哭泣。

Regards,
Dark Soul

Hax

2010-01-15T22:52:00.002+08:00

Okay lah. Cause I'm watching some Hong Kong drama and i have free time, i shall update.

I now feel kinda very stress. Haiz. My da ge, also very stress and feel like committing suicide. He called me to tell me. It's just, how to let him understand? That i also stress. If he want commit suicide, we can do it together. I really, after losing her, all the silly, stupid and lame thoughts come to my mind. I'm not trying to get her attention by doing all this. I just feel that it's meaningless. I know people will say, out there, there are still alot of girls. Don't for 1 do stupid things. But, i don't know. My heart tell me, that i want her. For now, in future. But who knows? Nobody. Main point is, i don't know how to cope with it anymore. I may look happy. But my heart, soon will not be able to take the pain. I really keep on think of her and keep on feel like vomiting. I want this to stop. How i can i stop thinking of her? I can't make myself hate her. Even if she try to do something which will make me hate her. Hax.

Okay, Today, went to help out my Auntie. I reach at the place already. But i didn't know how to go to my Auntie's shop. So i called my Fa...er to bring me there. First thing he came, he told me: Don't anyhow smoke at here. Alot of NEA people. Later kena catch. Becareful. Lols lah. -.-. Then first thing i need to do when i go there, is to make delivery. First time making a delivery. Quite fun. I was like i suppose can say very polite? Perhaps my future type of job is a rough job. No way an easy job? I don't know. So, after making the delivery, i was the cashier lor. Well, it's just a coffee shop though. I thought well, i could be the cook. Since i did that before. And i love cooking. But nah, i in-charge of taking orders, collect money and give back change. Damn sian of that. Cause my memory ain't good. But today, i force myself to remember. Then work like this and like that. Today earn de money, Tomorrow will spend it on drinking. I really very sian. I wanna do things which are not me. Do things that i have never ever tried before. Not saying i never drink before ah. But well, i wanna try things that are dangerous, life risking and etc.

Ah. I really damn sian of life. Hope i can get over it soon. Wonder how i can get over with her. I really don't know.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Last Update?

2010-01-14T22:06:00.004+08:00

Let's have an update before i become busy. Why i will become busy? Well, Friday I'm going to help out my Auntie for work. Then Saturday, going drinking. Sunday perhaps will update. Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday, also help out auntie. Thursday, going to meet my ITE Friend to go collect my Nitec Certificate.

So ya, Well, been watching this show 宫心计. Not bad. Initially, i didn't had the mood to watch. Cause after what happen, i didn't had the mood to do anything. Except well, 自暴自气 don't know if correct anot. Ya. I didn't want to do anything. Everyday hide at home. Sometime laugh, sometime cry, sometime angry. Just couldn't control my mood. I think this few days are better. Cause i have my blog with me. I suppose. But i still abit can't control my mood. I hope i just won't do something wrong. But this few days, thinking of her makes me heart ache. For some reason, the heart ache leads me to feel like vomiting. It's pretty weird. But i just won't vomit. I seriously hate vomiting. Ya. But tomorrow, hope by working, i can distract my thoughts. The present, i mentioned in the previous post, well i asked her to meet me. But she just won't. It made me feel like vomiting. Darn. The present = a Polarbear, well, stays with me. I scare seeing it everyday, i really go haywire. Haiz. A present meant for our 1 month. Became useless just like that. Haha. How things work, it's just so .... wonderful? Truth is, i miss her more than anything, anybody. But she's just treating my coldly. It's natural. Even if i can't endure it, i need to. Cause i can't do anything. Haiz.

Actually, there is 1 solution for me to leave her alone. That is if she finds me irritating. Use your words to kill me. Haha. Think she won't find out this solution. As because, i believe she won't be bothered to come to my blog. Haha. Furthermore i told her not to come. Then you must be thinking? Why not i private? Well, No. I won't private is because i don't mind people read. I'm not scare. Lols.

That's for solution. For my side, to leave her alone, i guess there is no solution. But i won't irritate her like mad. All previous time we break, i choose to lose contact with her cause i was always so hurt that i believe in losing contact to get over it. This time, i choose to face it and get over it. Not running anymore. But well, she is avoiding me. So no difference from losing contact. Haha.

Today, around 5p.m. - 6p.m. like that, Jon tan call me. He know i need his help. To print some documents from ICA. So lols, he use that chance to ask me go fetch him. Cause it's raining. -.-. Lols. Sounded so gay. Haha. Then at that time, was Msn-ing with Cheryl. To discuss with her about going drinking on Saturday. Then i tell her. Lols. Jon tan ask me go fetch him. He my new Gf. HAHAHAHA! But i'm not gay lah. It's a joke.

About Saturday, at first was to plan to go eat Yuki & Yaki with Da ge. Cause we was like damn sian. Then, i told him how about drinking? He say okay lor. See first. But i think low chance. So instead, i jio other people. 1 way is to chill out another is to find out what's my limit. Cause, though i seldom drink, i believe that my limit is quite high. Just got that feeling. Haha. Then, i asked Polarbear to intro some pub or something. Cause it's my first time. Then wth lor. She ignore me. Don't care lor. Decided to go to erm. Boat Quay? I think so. Cheryl bring us go. Haha. Very long never meet Cheryl le. Had our life. Finally can meet out le. Not bad. Haha.

Sometime, i feel like crying out. Crying for very long. But i just can't do that. Last time, whenever i feel hurt or sad, i try to cry. I can't. Only she can make me cry. But for a short while only. Cause i somehow after crying, i feel angry. Lols. Crying for 5 seconds, i feel angry. How weird lor? Don't care ba. People say cry out will make 1 feel better, i seriously doubt so. Cause after i cry, i feel more hurt. More anger. More hatred. But i'm trying to control my emotion. But i don't know what to do to control. I get mad easily. Lols. But i'm ready for another stress, pressure. This year ain't the year which is going smoothly. As you can see already. First, is that my future. Second is that she leave me. Third, i seriously don't know. Waiting for it to come.

I seriously miss fetching her. It's not a waste of time at all. Argh. Forget it. Don't say le. Haha. She's gone. She told me she won't me guys alone. Haha. How sweet? Haha. I seriously don't like the way she is now. Fcuk this.

Okay ba. I believe that is all i can think of. Will update when i can ba. Since i have so much free time, ya. Haha.

Signing off,
Dark Soul

Gone Crazy?

2010-01-14T09:09:00.005+08:00

Haha. This morning, Da ge suddenly sms me. And is as followed:

Da Ge: I today feel very happy leh... I think i goin to siao liao.
Me: I also sia. Yesterday very sad. Today. Very happy. Wth lor. Hehe.
Da Ge: Find 1 time we go mental hospital check up..
Me: Haha. Hao ah. I today really very happy ah. I even blog alot sia. Hehe.
Da ge: Ok... I now shitting sia... And i also feel happy... Zzz
Me: Ee. Next time ah, can censor de. -.-.

Haha. See? What do you think? We gone crazy? Haha. It's just really, all of a sudden, we are happy. But the next moment, we could be sad. Haha. But zzz lah. He shitting also tell me. -.-. Er xin. Haha.

I actually, bought something for her. It's for our 1 month. But, she left me before 1 month. I wonder, will i get the chance to give it to her? I think no? Haiz. It stays with me. I suppose. Haiz.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Death Wish + Memories

2010-01-14T00:46:00.014+08:00

Okay. Haha. Here to update. Cause i suddenly remember something. Let's make it into a story. Here goes.

Life doesn't go the way you wants. For me, I don't want her to leave me. But she insist. So okay, I was sad. But not hurt. But 2 days later, the news came. I have bf le. I immediately, laugh. 2 days. Just 2 days, she find herself a new bf. I told alot of people. They all say her slut. But i say, nah, don't like that say her. I still love her you know? So they just say sorry. I don't think of her that way. She have the right to be with others. But it's just too immediately for me. That's why i felt hurt.

So, that goes for my da ge too. He is feeling stress. So we was chatting this day. He told me how to deal with it. That is, keep it in your heart. Make it feel more worse. Personally, i agree with it. The pain is fun. But i think long never have this pain le. That when this pain come, i feel like vomiting. I hate vomiting. I will feel this pain whenever i read her blog or when she doesn't reply me. Even in the middle of night. Cause i keep on dream of her. Haha. So, suddenly, we was saying. Dage: Feel like dying. Me: Okay. Let's die together? Dage: See first ba. Me: Why see first? Life is meaningless. Damn Sian. I just broke up. The thought of dying is full in my mind. Dage: See first. Me: Okay lor. Then later that night, we went to the cemetery to have fun. Lols. But didn't went in deep. Cause we saw a car. Just in case that we get screen. Haha.

If i can have 1 wish, i wish she will be back with me. Haha. And of course me trying my best to be her best. But right now, i did quite a number of things. But no use leh. Her current, did well, i don't know? Fetch her 1 day only, He is the best already. Once i read that, i immediately burst out into laughter with the feeling of vomiting. Not that it's disgusting. It's just pretty funny. Haha. Why funny you ask? Imagine. I wake up at 4.30a.m. to send her to school. Well, for 2 days. Not much. To her, it's nothing. Was like ah screw him. Then now her current, Fetch her for 1 day only. Afternoon 5+ 6 somemore. He is the best already. Isn't it funny? Haha. Yes. I'm complaining. I buay song. But whatever. I had my chance. I screwed up. Furthermore, She never tell me anything that will try to listen to me. Never say before try to be faithful. Never say all this at all. She doesn't wanna promise me anything. Haha lah.

Main point is, life doesn't go the way we want. So, jiayou and defy life ba.

*Edit. Haha. I read back my November 2008 posts. Though it's not much of post, it gave me back memories. Haha. Why November 2008? Cause though said it's 211209, it was actually 051108. So ya. I read back what happen between the 2 of us. I remember, there's once, we went to skate at East Coast park, She fell down. So i pei her fall down. Haha. That was so fun. I know right now i shouldn't try to think about her. But i just can't help it. I remember all the time we had together. From starting out. Meeting. Shy. The first time we meet, i was wearing a black shirt and a jeans with my gold hair and color contact lens with a packet of Marlboro Ice mint. So, we meet at CWP. Burger King. I was smoking while waiting for her. Then, finally she came in her PE Attire. The first time i saw her was like. Whoa. Why ZG don't cherish her? So, we went walking around. From Comics connection to Mcdonald. I was just keeping quiet. Cause i was shy. Really lah. Shy lah. Was disturbing her. Then awhile later, i called Gordon to come. Suddenly, i bad mood. I think, i shouldn't jio her. So tried to make her hate me. I left just after awhile Gordon came. But we didn't end there. We continue to chat on phone. Haha. Till the day, we together. 051108. How we was together? Well, it's just 1 day, i was heading to school in inappropriate attire. I was walking into school while on the phone with her. She woke up early to chat with me. I got catch. Blah blah blah. So she told me, that to pray that nothing happen. I told her. Cannot. I already pray le. I pray that you can be with me. So if i pray 1 more ah, the previous 1 will be invalid. Cannot be too greedy mah. Then i say until she be with me. Haha. I'm just really glad that god let me know her. Though maybe she thinks otherwise. But i'm pretty sure that if i can have a choice again, i will still choose to jio her. But in a way that i shall be better to her in the first place. She was really sweet to me when i was treating her badly. I keep on complain she was unfair to me. But i never think that i was unfair to her first. Haha. How lame i am. That's why, now, i must be fair to her. She wants to leave me. It's just she is really very good to me. I really love her alot. She told me once, that after she broke up with me, she cried every night. I really believe her. I'm sorry that i made you cried. I seriously believe that a girl should not cry for a guy. I'm sorry. But Thank you. Also remembering 1 time, that we haven't patch, but she was crying in my arms. Haha. She told me it was kou shui. Haha. How silly of her. Haha. It's all just precious memories. I don't want this memories to go away. She can leave me all she want. But she can't change the fact that i love her.

To Polarbear: Thank you for all the wonderful memories you gave me. If i say that i wanna forget about you is that i wanna forget all the bad memories. All the memories of me treating you badly. My only regret is that i never treat you good. I should have make pizza whenever you feel like eating. But right now, I promise you that i will never ever make pizza again. It's for you only. Whenever you feel like eating pizza, Just tell me 1 week before. I will make it for you regardless of you being with me anot. People tend to regret only after losing. I love you. But i will just bury that in my heart. Cause even if i love you, I already lose you. It's all too late. Thank you. I just hope that you will remember that whenever you are feeling down or something, and nobody is there for you, think again. Because i will always be there for you in the shadows. Just contact me whenever you are sad. That is the least i could do for you now.

I shall stop here. If not i will burst into tears again.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2010-01-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

I only have 25 more days left. As day go pass, i have lesser and lesser day lefts. ): And this remaining days, you left me just like that.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2010-01-13T14:11:00.005+08:00

Haha. I'm 100 time better than 1 of her ex? Then now her bf is better than me 1000 time? hmm?

Currently, i feel that I'm just a person without a Soul walking around. Meaningless. Aimless. Doing nothing. The last time i got over her, it took me a few months. This time round, how long will it take? I wonder. I really love her alot. Though i say get over her. But it's just locking away the feeling. She always have the key to unlock it. She have used it a few times already. I wonder in the near future, will she use the key to unlock it again? I don't know. And don't wish to know. Shall just carry on like that. Walking around without a soul.

Hahahaha! Last time when we break, She won't ignore me. It's my choice to lose contact. Now, i know how she feel. Haha. What comes around goes around. Hahahahaha!

Hahahaha! I read her blog, It's making me laugh man! Seriously, i everyday go fetch her. Go meet her. Well, it's nothing good. But her current meet her. It's the best? Omg. And she never even promised me to be faithful to me. Never promise me anything. Wth lah. Hahahahaha! Best joke ever!

爱你是害你. I love you. But you wanna avoid me. I also can't take it anymore. I've deleted you from everywhere we can contact. Damn sian. This day come again. Already how many time i went through this. And i just can't get myself to cheer up easily.

I have an Evil plan on Saturday. (: . Wahahaha. But there is risk. Shall update again.

Regards,
Dark Soul

She left me

2010-01-12T15:45:00.008+08:00

Okay. Won't be a long post. She left me again. This time, we break. Within 2 days, She got herself another BF.

I seriously don't know why. Why i can't make her know that she do love me. She wants a bf that can accompany her. I did that. She wants a bf that love to hug and etc. I did that too. I tried to be her best. But she still left me like that.

I seriously don't know what feeling should i have? Should i be crying? laughing? angry? feeling the hate? I really don't know. I only know that i have been banging my head against the wall. Cutting myself. Best part is, i cut my eye. Beside my eyes, i cut 1 line down. It made me feel good. Will continue to do so.

I truly love her. And i shall try to bury this relationship. She is doing her best to avoid me. By not replying my sms and not answering my calls. Very well then.

This few nights, i manage to sleep. But i wake up every few hour. I just keep on dreaming that she leave me. I keep on dream of her. I'm not being drama. But i really, just keep on dream that she left me. And wake up in fear. But, it's not only a dream. It's a reality. Hope tonight i can have a better sleep?

When we patch, i was so happy that i can't describe my feelings. I was willing to wake up at 4.30a.m. just to send you to school. Though i complain about it, i didn't mind at all. At least i get to see you. But that was still not enough for you. I really wish that you could have tell me what you want. I will give it to you. But it's all too late now. Isn't it? Now, we don't even have the chance to sms or chat on phone. Not even meeting. There is once, you told me. After you broke up with me, you cried almost every night. I don't know if i should believe? Cause now, you left me for another guy already. When you patch with me, the feeling that i had can't be described. Now that you have left me, The feeling can be very well described. Pain. Sadness. Love. Regrets. My fate is still Wedding Dress. You remember? What's Wedding Dress? Pain cause you broke my heart. Sadness cause i lose you once again. Love cause i love you even though you left me. Regrets cause i did not do my best as your bf.

Goodbye my love. I truly love you. You are my best gf ever. I will never forget you. Hope you can forget me though.

Okay. Hmm. Friday going to Ton at Cemetery. Haha.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Patch

2009-12-27T00:29:00.002+08:00

Come come. Let's update. If not later somebody complain me say i never write about her in my blog.

So, past 3 weeks like that, been hmm. Somehow been meeting my Ex. Quite awhile already. Then yea, I finally, get to be back with her. xD 211209 23:22. Hehe. So happy lor. Yups. I love her. If i don't, when she LAST TIME BREAK WITH ME! i would no feeling le. Hope she won't leave me le lor. Yups. Hehe. I feel so happy. Lols.

1 day went to watch movie with her. Hmm. Frog and princess ah. Lols. Abit not my style. But is funny. Hehe. -.-.

Shall end here ba. She never reply me. Sobs. I go watch show.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-12-12T14:24:00.001+08:00

Plans for my future

2009-12-10T17:02:00.002+08:00

Okay. I'm in a bad mood. So i come to blog. Just ended sort of a friendship with my ex. I love her, i don't want to let her go. Thus resulting i making her hate me. Well, i personally mind alot. But, It will be better for her.

It's just, she doesn't have feeling for her bf now, she doesn't break with him. But she doesn't have feeling for me, she breaks with me. Never mind. I shall stop complaining about it.

Think maybe later on will discuss with my mother about returning to America. Or maybe go Malaysia. Perhaps you can say i'm running away. I don't know. I just find it very sian in singapore. I just wanna to go a place where nobody can contact me anymore. I wonder, how long will i take to recover? I really don't know. Nobody understands how i feel. The unfairness i get. It's. Never mind. Hope i can just go to either America or Malaysia. Bye.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Girls Generation

2009-12-05T23:27:00.005+08:00

Lols. Yesterday had driving lesson. I almost bang 2 person. Lols. Won't say details. But let's move on to today!

Today! Whole day at home. Morning watch Zhong ji san guo and 2012. Not bad ah 2012. Then afternoon, Guess what i watch till night? xD . Shows and MV about Girls Generation. MV downloaded quite a number of it to my computer. xD . Not i sicko ah. But it's too nice to be forgotten. So i downloaded it. xD . Then watch SNSD goes to school. It's funny. Cute, touching. Not that touching but touching. Haha. Watch and watch.

Multi Talented: SooYoung
Cute Black Pearl: Yuri
Cold on outside but warm on the inside princess: Jessica
Powerful Dancing Queen: Hyo Yeon
Cute Maknae and Youngest: Seo Hyun
Fresh face and Energetic: Sunny
Brighter than Gems: Tiffany
Prettier than Flowers: Yoon A
Bright and Pure Leader: Tae Yeon

Hehe.That was just a part of what i saw in the video. The introduction. Hehe.

Okay, what's gotten into me? It's so not like me to write about a group in my blog. -.-. But SNSD is first introduced to me by hmm. Sheryl Sim. Well, Kai leng on Gee. Then Sheryl was dancing. After since, I keep on do research on Girls Generation till now. More and more fond of Girls Generation. Haha.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-12-03T23:51:00.003+08:00

Okay. Let's update. So, Yesterday yea! I had my first driving lesson. Was boring at first. Cannot drive. Afterward, can drive le. xD . Then hehe. The instructor, keep on ask me slow down. Cause, i think very slow. I cannot tahan. Then lols. Was until gear 3 only. Sian. Then stall twice. Cause finding the biting point. So fail. Then stall. ): . But fun. Tomorrow 12p.m, going again. Kinda excited yet not. Haha. Oh yea. Then my instructor was teaching me how to pull handbrake. He say, must press the button and pull. So, as a person who learns how to repair car, i questioned him. Cause it's a wrong way to pull. Then i told him, by pulling that method, the handbrake mechanism will spoil. He say no no. Then say if never press button and press, the handbrake mechanism then will spoil. So i just listen. Cause that's the way the Traffic Police wants. I wanna pass. But however, i'm not trying to act that i'm better the instructor. It's just, i have seen the handbrake mechanism. The internal parts. It's just crap. Singapore teaching people wrong stuff. Haha. That's about all le ba. Keeping it short. Haha.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-11-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

Okay. I'm really in a bad mood. I just can't figure out why? Why my life is like this? Let's just compare this. When i was with my ex, she is not free to meet me, she broke up with me. However, now her bf, she is not free to meet him, she say is her fault. It's just, What did i do? It's so unfair. But what can i do? My life have been unfair. Relationship is 1. Red cross is also 1 too. I just got blacklisted for things which i didn't do. And what? I don't have a chance to fight back. That's damn unfair. But as usual, what can i do? My life is full of unfairness. I'm just complaining. I won't give in. Or perhaps i will. I really don't know. I just can't seem to think anymore. I lost my direction. But i don't need anybody to bring me a GPS. Cause i don't know how to use. I'm just sick of life. What is life? I don't know. I love her. I still love her. I admit. But it's just over for us. Isn't it? She thinks so that way too.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-11-22T23:26:00.003+08:00

Haha. I just told that bear that i played her in the past. I really think, i should stop. She have a bf. I should just keep it to myself. I know i won't be able to forget her. But i must do so. I must be fair to her. I cannot because of my own good, forget about her happiness, her fairness. So i just screwed it up. I just told her my feelings de opposite. Hope she will buy it and just hate me. And forget me. I believe she will just do so. Haha. Afterall, i'm not a good guy.

But, in the past, i didn't play her. I love her the most. She just believe i played her. So be it. I'm already the bad guy, and i don't mind continue being the bad guy.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-11-21T11:46:00.003+08:00

Dark Soul is now very sad. My life is already very sian already. Yesterday, to be exact, is today Midnight. My ex told me. It's impossible. You know the feeling of wanna cry yet unable to cry? That is how i feel. Haha. I love her at the wrong time. She says she don't believe i love her when we was together. This just proves that i suck. I can't even prove that i do. What to do? It's over already. I really regret studying hard. At the time, My studies is screwed up. But i somehow, decided to be hard working. But it cost me my relationship. It really is a big price to pay. In life, Whatever you do, you have to pay a price. And i have paid mine. Whatever i do, people are always better than me. I can't change my life. So let's just let it this way. But however, I can change it to all will hate me. I shall do that. I need no sympathy. Born alone, Live alone, Die alone.

Signing off,
Dark Soul

2009-11-20T19:11:00.003+08:00

Let's update my nobody read blog. So it's been awhile. Hi. Yesterday, Thursday, November 19. I meet my ex. Supposed to have class till 3.30. But afternoon class was postponed due to i don't know what reason. I only know, don't need go. So went home early. Then well, sort of plan to meet. Meet at CWP there. Went to library there. Then awhile later, Er ge came with Cai Lin. Then just walk around. Slack at void deck. Etc. Then went for night class. Didn't have tea break. Just did our test and left at around 8.30p.m.

For school, Just left 1 week. Night class, 2 days. And i am out. I don't know what to do after school. Plan A: Work in Singapore, Stay in Malaysia. Plan B: Go back America and don't know do what. Plan C: Go die.

Haha. Seriously, i feel that my life is very. How to say? Argh? Whatever people do, i do the same thing, they are not being hated. However, I'm being hated. It's just, I do something, i am not good. Another person doing the same thing as me, he/ she is just sweet. Really, sick of my life. It's just not fair you know? But still, Who will care about my feeling? Haha. If i think of people's feeling, Who will think of mine? Answer: Nobody give a fcuking shit about it! Haha.

What else to say? Oh well, Nothing else i assume. So bye. I miss my ex. I want her back. Is it possible? I believe she will say no. What to do? I'm always a bad guy.

As for the previous post, I'm just being lame. Trying to forget about the person. So, write her bad points out. So can bring out more hatred. But still, My bad. Shouldn't do that. But oh well, she is not talking to me anymore. So, Game Over

Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-11-04T22:38:00.005+08:00

Damn fcuk up. Keep on kena play and etc. Damn irritating. Piss off.

Just 1 very gay and funny thing happen today. Yong Sheen and i was playing initial D. Lols. Then i was disturbing him. I keep on push his gear. So i can win! Haha. Play play until halfway. Lols! We was holding hand and driving. -.-. It's like. We also never plan okay. But we just holding hand. Cause he was preventing me from changing his gear. Lols.

Will update more on Saturday or Sunday. Depending which day i'm free.

Hating or revenge or loving someone is a tiring thing. Forget it. Not updating any sooner.

Signing off,
Dark Soul

Haiz

2009-10-31T08:45:00.005+08:00

Okay. Today plan was to go Gym with Sheryl, Er ge, Er Sao and my room mate. But. Er sao no go = Sheryl no go. = I don't have the mood. But i will still go.

I really hate myself. For thinking so much. At first was confidence at full. Think think think, Now confidence is low. Really lor. Damn. Haiz.

I just remembered something which happen at school on friday. So i was just walking around. Finding a place to sleep or something. Then Mr Wong suddenly came over. And talked to me. And was as followed
Mr Wong: So how Jon, I heard they are going to nominate you as Best Student.
Me: Oh? Really meh? Don't know leh.
Mr Wong: Ya lor, if really, how you feel?
Me: Don't know leh.
Then i walked away le. Continue my journey to find a place to sleep. Seriously, haiz ba. If, i really got nominated, so what? I got no one to share my happiness with ba. The girl i love, doesn't love me. I think. Don't know ba. But let's just don't think so much. It's just 1 more month to exam. All the best man.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Last week of October!

2009-10-29T08:22:00.006+08:00

Okay, I seriously forgotten what i did on Monday.

Tuesday class was postponed. Reason? Teacher had team building. So i went for night class only. Was late. :P . Oh! Before went to class, Er ge and i went to ITE Clementi to fetch Sheryl and Er sao. After which, went to bugis. Bugis walk a few rounds, jiu see Sheryl leave first. Then Er ge and Er sao send me to school. They sit till 8.45p.m like that, they leave le. Afterwhich, teacher drove me to bugis there. Took mrt to Boon lay to find Er ge. Bought a coconut to drink. xD . Nice. Then went home.

Wednesday, hmm. I didn't go class in the morning. :P . Then went for afternoon class. But was late too. Teacher show us our attendance. Mine was 99% xD . Then, after school, went down to ITE Clementi. Slack and emo at a void deck first. Then Er sao message me, end le. Then go traffic light there to find her. Bring her to the void deck. Awhile later, Sheryl call Er sao le. After that, went to Westmall. Bought waffle, sushi, drinks for them. While i totally forget about myself. -.-. Around 6p.m, Er ge came. Then slack under block. Disturb here and there, joke around and etc. After which, we 4 split. Er ge and Er sao took the train towards Joo Koon. Sheryl and me told the train towards Pasir ris and Changi Airport. Er ge send Er sao home. I send Sheryl to Aljunied Mrt. Yups. Afterwhich, meet Er ge at Clementi. Haha. Being together with my new family is fun. Sadly, Our da ge was not there. ): . Miss Da ge. Next week! Will be able to see him. (: .

Thursday, Today don't feel like going school. So i shall not. Tomorrow then go school. Haha. Later go meet Sheryl ba. (:

Friday not here yet.

Okay ba. Right now, i'm confuse. Do i still wanna jio her? From my observation, i can see that she do love him. Yet don't. I highly think so too that she is confuse too. I haiz. Seriously, need someone to talk to. But who can help me? I'm on my own. Forget it. In anycase, i really enjoy being with her. It's fun. (:

Back to emo ba.

Emo-ing,
Dark Soul

2009-10-26T14:45:00.002+08:00

Okay. Last week. Hmm. I suppose, whole week have been meeting Er ge. Lols. Everyday like stuck at Jurong Area. Haha.

Hmm. Last Saturday, Meet up with Er ge at my house. Then i faster iron clothes and etc. And go out take 180 to Jurong. Then go Pioneer to wait for Sheryl. At first, While i was on the way, she say wrong, say 2 stops reaching le. I shock lor. Cause i don't want her wait for me. Then lols. I told her, can late? Lols. But luckily, it's not 2 stops. It's 6 stops. So i reach before she did. (: . At least never let her wait for me. (: . Then, she came, told her that her friend was well, sort of opposite us. Not going to say much about her friend. Piss. Meet le, Went to play swing while waiting for Er sao. Hehe. Then play halfway, very hot lor. Went to sit under block ( been sitting under that block for don't know how many times le ). Then Er ge went to buy waffle to eat. Cause he very hungry. Then, Er sao came. After awhile, Er ge walk back. Then found out. Hehe. Sheryl like to eat waffle. So as usual us, disturb time. Hehe. Purposely tempt her. Hehe. Finally, eat finish le, went to gym. Then, when reach, Er ge and me saw all those guys was like whoa. Er ge and me immediately stress. But the girls, was like so happy lor. See until jaws drop? :P . Then slowly change our clothes, went to buy ticket. Then start. First run, aim to run 20 minutes. But i accidently press stop. -.-. So wanted to continue. But was sian. But did continue. Er ge run for 20 minutes no stop. Haha. Then went to try others. But in the end, we was just running. Then, Sheryl's friend, brought a friend to come find us to take ciggarette. The way he ask ah. Makes me very don't like him. Then we was like running halfway lor. He suddenly say that Sheryl's friend say got girls. I wanted to tell him. Both of them ours de. But Sheryl was not mine lah. But just say only. But he run damn fast. No chance to say. Then i faster tell Er ge what he said. Ask him stop running. Go see what he do. Go over, didn't saw what he do. But what i know was he keep on look at both of them. Then, he keep on find 40 cents for us so that he can take cigarette. Take liao, he left. Good! Don't look at our Cai. Then, workout till 3p.m. Sit down and talk. Talk till 3.30p.m. Then Er ge and me bathe at gym while the girls went to Er sao's house to bathe. Then, Er ge and i bathe finish le, walk back to Er sao's house downstair. Then before reach, i sms Sheryl asking her would she like a waffle? Since she like. Hehe. Then she want. So i went to buy 1 for her. Er ge bought 1 for Er sao. Hehe. 1st time i bought something for her. Hehe. Buy le. Then, hmm. Sit down and slack till Er sao had to leave. Then was asking Sheryl where she want to go. But all don't know, So was talking about somethings which made both Er ge and me hot. Then, sit awhile, went to Jurong point. Then went to eat. Sheryl eat Bee hoon with curry veggie. Me eat Bee hoon with lady finger. Both Sheryl and me have to eat Zai. Haha. Cause she sort of ask me which meat i like, i say veggie. Lols. Then she say okay. I can only eat veggie. So i say back lor. You too. :P . Now, both also eat veggie. -.-. Okay. Eat finish le, went back to find Er sao to get back sheryl's watch. Then slack until Er ge CRY. Hehe. After that, Er ge send Er sao home. Then Er ge and me send Sheryl back to her house de MRT Station. Haha. Yea. Finally can sort of officially send her home. Then Er ge and me slowly take train back to home.

Sunday, Meet Er ge around 12+ . Went to Jon Tan's house de Sauna. At first, Wanted to go Gym and Sauna. But Jon lazy lah. So went Sauna only. Was shiock lor. Hehe. Then went home, sleep awhile. 5+ Meet Er ge again to go find Er sao. Then, at her house, i call Sheryl. Chat for about 1 hour and 15 minutes. Yups. Hehe.

Just so btw, this is the 2nd time only she answered my call. Out of don't know how many calls i made. -.-. Also 1st time send her back to her Mrt. Actually second. But the 1st time was sort of force. So not counted. Hehe.

4 days without smoking. Wei le ni, i'm willing to do anything.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-10-22T15:45:00.003+08:00

Okay. Condition 1: Must quit smoking. ( Consider it done ) Condition 2: Must slim down. condition 3: Must have a career.

But however, 1 condition can never be made. It's not being said. But i think is high chance it is included. Being handsome. Haha. But, no matter what, i will do all this 3 conditions. It's for my own good anyway. Just shall see by then. Really hope so can. Don't understand? Never mind. To me it's important. To others it's just something foolish i guess.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-10-18T02:45:00.003+08:00

Okay, today had quite a fun. But then also got something which i regret doing. Today, Slack at home till 5p.m. Was just blasting music through my headphones from 9a.m. to 5p.m. Damn stress now adays. Then, Er ge ask me to go out. Cause if not later he cannot go out. So we went my house opposite to skate. He skate. Is. Lols. Got photo and videos. But will not upload. Lazy to. Then, we from 5+ skate and slack till 12a.m. 10p.m, Yong sheen come. With ice creams. And a tent! Haha. I was so bored, That i build it. At an open space! Er ge was like asking me. You like that build, police will come anot? I say won't lah! Cause i want play. :P . But in actual fact, i don't know police will come anot. -.-. Haha. Then awhile later, we kept the tent. Er ge, me and Yong sheen first walk Da ge home. Then, Er ge and me walk Yong sheen to Bukit Panjang LRT. Then Er ge and me walk back to my house. Finally, Er ge walk back. Alone. Haha.

About the sad thing. Hmm. It's just, this girl sort of playing me. I know. But i keep quiet. But in the end i told her i know. I just didn't feel like playing back. Not i lack of friends. But if can, i wish so we still can be friends. I highly think it is impossible. I'm an evil guy with no plan.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-10-17T00:19:00.003+08:00

This few days. Very piss off. Not going to say the reason. I'm going to walk 1 step see 1 step. Damn sian. Damn piss.

~~I really pity this person lor. Kena play back by me. So sad. Why am i that evil?~~

In the end, i've decided to forget it. I just don't feel like doing it. Don't have the mood. Haiz. I'm lost once again. But, i hate being pity. Don't! ever! pity! me! I don't need it.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Escape

2009-10-03T23:54:00.004+08:00

Okay. Today will be quite a long post. I suppose. Today early morning wake up. Went to Escape Theme Park to play. Because that we have 4 ticket free due to chalet. Hmm. So woke up at 8a.m. And was supposed to meet at 8.30a.m. But both Wei Chin and Zhen Ge was late. Zhen ge was late by 6 minutes. And Wei Chin was late by 14 minutes. Really super piss lor. Want find 1 more person go only, also can't find. Either got thing on or mother don't let or whatever bullshit all come out. But when they want meet me, i always very on. Basket lor. So after meeting, We took 960 to bugis. On the bus, keep on crap about a few topics. In a short while, we reach bugis already. Went to take MRT to Pasir Ris. It's the same. Crap about a few topics, we reach already. We reach Escape around 10.10a.m. It opens at 10a.m.

Went in, first stop. Go kart ( Advance ). Initially, I didn't really dare to step too much on the Gas Pedal. But i found it is going too slow. I immediately full throttle! Speed was just normal. First few rounds wasn't that fun. We had a distance gap between each other. So the race wasn't fair. The circuit is quite okay. But total, is 3 laps. So playing after a few rounds, we went to play the Pirate Ship. It was my first time sitting. And well. It's kinda paiseh. But i will say out. I was scared. -.-. I tried to tahan. But seriously, i cannot tahan this kind of thrill ba. I'm too weak. I must be stronger! Then finally, stop liao. Get down. Zhen ge like kena glue on the butt. Keep on play for a few rounds. -.-. There was this round. We totally laugh until stomach pain lor. Zhen ge was like sitting at 1 side. Cause as your know, Pirate ship there is 2 side. It's facing each other. Then so there was this "screaming competition". Zhen ge was shouting when he side comes down. After that, the next side turn to come down, Zhen ge at there shout to the other side people telling that "your turn your turn ( to shout )". Then the other side people was totally cooperative. They really shout. So Pirate Ship turns out to be a "Screaming competition". I laugh until. Cannot take it lah. Then went to eat and etc. Play this Mini roller coaster. Is lols. Totally nothing lor. But the first ride i never take. Wei chin and Zhen ge went first. Cause i abit scare. Since it was my first time sitting roller coaster. Sit liao. Nothing at all lor. -.-. Lols. Then went back to Go Kart. Race a few rounds. Then there was this round, we was to go with this guy and 2 girls. At first, we thought like they are the slow slow type. No race. Cause we 3, keep on race. Lols. Though the rule is no racing. We race until lols. Then so we went. In the end, halfway we found out that we 6 people were racing already. -.-. We try to overtake each other and all. Then when we went up, Zhen ge and a girl was infront of me. Zhen ge on left. The girl on the right. I was finding place to go in to overtake. I initially was waiting for Zhen ge to go down fast on the slope. But found it too slow. Finally, i found a spot to go in. Go in. It became, Zhen ge left, Girl middle, I right. Totally no space for the girl to run. Lols. Then i thought i can overtake at the slope. Since girls will brake on the slope. While i full throttle. In the end. All 3 of us side by side, full throttle!!! Same speed. -.-. Then finally at curve, I overtake both of them. Lols. The side by side is totally lols lor. Then after race, went to say paiseh to the girl. Lols. Afterwhich, Went to play again. Saw this 2 kids behind. Ask them for a race. On. Then played. Race with them and a uncle. I was first initially. Suddenly Wei chin overtake me on the right. I -.-. Shake hand with him while negotiating the turn. Then he left. Was maintaining my 2nd position till the last round, Zhen ge suddenly came up from behind. Went down the slope full throttle. And at the last turn, he bang me. I skid. -.-. And he overtake me. The last minute. I kena bang! WtFish. Then from 1st became 3rd. Wei Chin initially wasn't that thrill about Go Kart. And didn't full throttle. But after he tried the lap with the 1 guy and 2 girls, He full throttle. And keep on first. Totally addicted. Lols. Then it rained. Cannot play. Sit there. Queeue there to wait for rain stop. Rain finally stop. When our turn, kns. Rain again. -.-. Then get to know them. Lols. Wait from 4.30 till 6+. Then the supervisor for don't know what suggest us to get a sort of replacement ticket ah. Since cause it rained. so we went to get. Another 3 more ticket. -.-. Then tomorrow, going play again! Lols. Totally was lols lah. Crap alot too. No photo.

Hmm. Go there, Get to know a few of the part time workers. Also got to know this special girl. Same year, Same month and same date born as me. Hehe. Lols. We are love to joke. Lols. Go kart is <3 . Again! Again! That's about all. Yups. Good night. Bye.

Regards,
Dark Soul

F1

2009-09-28T14:53:00.004+08:00

Okay. Finish F1 duties. Wee. I wonder if i'm deaf? The F1 cars, i don't find it loud. lols. Kinda like normal volume to me ba. Lols. Kinda a new experience to me. First time going to F1 event. Well, So why i volunteer to go? Lols. Well partially is because F1 is sort of related to my course. So well. Why not? Lols. Go there sell ear plugs. Until sort of ba. This people at the gate. Which is gate 6. Lols. Some know me? Lols. Cause i at there was like 2 days at gate 6 continously shouting " Ear plugs Ear plugs. One for $2. Donation to Red Cross. Buy left side get right side free." Lols.

I don't know is it my eyes or what. I look kinda of more darker? 3 days under hot sun for a few hours. No aircon. Fan is useless. But if it's true that i got darker. Lols. That's great. I always wanna go tan. But then. Alamak. Lazy go out. Stay at home more fun. Blast music. Play games. Watch show. Etc. Also, hehe. Go F1. Got 1 girl number. Hehe. Cheers.

Really don't know what to write. So let's end with this.

Week 1: Chalet & F1 Duty.
Week 2: Slack, Basic Theory Test & Malaysia or Escape Theme Park
Week 3: Night class, Chalet & Escape Theme Park.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-09-27T00:21:00.004+08:00

I'm here to update. Post deleted. Due to i find she's just a fcuking flirt.

So well. That's for ex. And now. Recently, been busy with school. Night class. And this past 3 days. F1. It's awesome. I suppose. The cars are loud man. Woo. Perhaps i'm use to loud. Blasting music like most of the days. Lols. So now, going to bathe. Eat and sleep. Then well. F1 tomorrow again. Last day.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Malaysia Trip

2009-08-08T20:00:00.006+08:00

Today is Saturday. Woke up at around 6+a.m. then download SanGuo. Went back to room, lie for awhile. Can't fall asleep again. So went to watch SanGuo. Watch till around 9. Then go bathe. Went out to meet Alvin and Mun Yew to go to JB. Basket lor. Say meet at 9.30a.m. I at 9.30a.m. reach, they haven't reach. Basket. Make me wait. Then, Alvin like kid lor. Like never go before. Lols. Reach there around 12+ lor. Didn't expect to have jam lor. I totally forget about it's Weekend + monday holiday. So alot of people will go in. Once we reach there, chiong to change money. Then went up to the cinema there. Bought ticket for G.I. Joe.

Food
Then went to eat Teppenyaki ( not sure if it's spelt like this ). Ate the Chicken set meal. Kinda waste of money + time. Cause not much ingredient. And not that much taste. Totally is fail. Then me and Mun Yew decided to eat a second round. But Alvin say he full already. So actually wanted to eat Kim Gary's resturant. But then seeing the time. Scare not enough time. So we say later then go eat. Eat as dinner. So we went to eat Secret Recipe's cake. I ate Chocolate Indulgence. While Mun Yew ate Tiramisu. As for Alvin, he ate New York Cheese cake. The Chocolate Indulgence is totally yummy lor. Very nice. I am craving for it again. $6.30/ 1 slice. Ringgit. Very Cheap lor. Then after that, went to watch movie. After movie, went to eat Kim Gary's Resturant. I ate Curry Baked Pork Chop with Swiss Cheese. I suppose. Mum Yew ate Curry Baked Chicken Chop with Swiss Cheese. While Alvin ate Beef Steak Korean hot & Spicy noodle. I must say all the food is not bad. Oh ya, i also ordered a Toast? Peanut butter and Strawberry Toast. It's quite not bad lah. The bread is very thick. Super thick. Overall not bad lah.

Okay. End of food. Back to topic. Let's just jump to the movie. G.I. Joe. To me, this show isn't what i expected. Though it is action packed, The feeling is hard to describe. The have all the high tech equipment. But they only used it once. But overall is rather not bad. If to kill time, it will be suitable to watch. If looking for a nice movie, then no ba? Rating, 6/10.

Then at City Square the time, saw Gordon. Too much of a coincidence. Lols. But didn't talk. Just walk pass. In a hurry to go watch movie ah. Lols. That's about all lor. We've also decided to must go again! For Secret Recipe! Yummy. The cake. (: .

~~Now enjoy the photo. Taken by the pro photo taker, Alvin. He pro in taking photo. (:~~No Photo. Because. That idiot has put his blog url at the photo. Which if i put at my blog is so unprofessional. So if wanna view photo, please visit www.underthemaple.blogspot.com

Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-08-07T19:14:00.002+08:00

Okay. I shall pray. That i can get into night class. For free. (: . With the help of my teachers. (: . I'm a changed dude afterall. Going school everyday. Hardworking everyday. Got my hands dirty.

Damn sian. This few days very emo. Humans just disgust me. I know i know, i'm also human. I will never try to be god. Cause i don't believe in any. Damn sian lah. Shall go ecp every weekend. Anybody want join?

Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-08-05T19:35:00.002+08:00

Okay. Let's update. So update about yesterday, yesterday is tuesday, was late as usual. Can't wake up. But only late 30 minutes. Shall skip about class. It's all about this and that. Cars. So after lunch break, meeting. For DM and students. You know, that was in my life the most wasted 1 hour ever. Even the teachers in the auditorium, was dozing off. Lols lor. The DM ( FOO ) was making a fool out of himself. (: . He wanna scare us. But in the end, he was tickling our balls. Lols. Everything also link up with police. Then he say what, we wouldn't wanna know about prison life. Also that he can hook us up and let us have a 1 day tour in changi prison. My class monitor, at there say okay. He immediately change tone and his words. Lols. Saying what, he must ask if the warden accept him anot. Blah blah blah. Initially, he said so confidently that he can make us go in. After got challenged. He chicken. Lols! Then say what, if we got caught by police blah blah blah, he will be required to write a 10 pages report! Lols! What i heard was that, a police officer, can write a person whole life story in less than 2 page. Lols lor. That Foo(l) making a fool out of himself. Lols. Then, they say what hair long and refuse to cut, means expel. Wtf rule is that. Hope i won't kena? Lols. xD . Then after that, end talk, the Auntie DM, took a video of all of us. (: . Just to catch long hair and etc. Lols! That is a funniest method ever! Happy watching lor. Why call Auntie DM? She really looks like an Auntie mah. The first time most of us saw her, thought she was an Auntie.

Okay. Enough about the super funny things. So about this few days, nothing much lor. Planning to go ECP this saturday or don't know when. Go emo. So that's about all lor.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-08-03T19:23:00.002+08:00

Been i think super long since i last update. So i shall do that now. Erm. This week went to ecp for 2 times le. First time is at August 1st. I went there is actually just to find Jon Tan and Alvin. Then i went to buy roller blade wheels. Don't know why i buy anyway. Then Next day, Sunday, went to put my old bearings into the new wheels because i didn't know how to change and the new wheels don't have bearings. K2 wheels. 80mm $45. At first is $60, but then i thinking super hard if i shall buy anot. Then the uncle say okay. $50. I still thinking hard ( not super hard le ah ) should i buy anot. Then uncle say, okay, lowest price, $45. This time i thinking le ( not thinking super hard nor hard ). On, i buy!

So Sunday skate from 1 - 7? 7+ Calvin, wanted to learn. So i lend him my blades. First time i had to walk in ECP. Wth. But okay lor. I enjoy watching people falling down while learning. Not that i'm a emo kia or whatsoever. Is because, the way they fall ah. Alot of pattern. Super funny. Then got to know 1 new friend. xSecretx. I totally screw up. ! sian. If time can rewind, i won't scare you. (: .

So today went to school. For my Engine Technology, Practical and Theory, 92%. Attendence. My highest ever man. 8% is just only 1 day. And man. 1 day 8% so many lor. ): . Well done. Good job good job. If i'm not wrong, my Engine Management, should be 100%. Now i so hardworking. Teacher even want to try and help me to go to night class. Cause i got debarred last semester. So if i go night class, next year i wouldn't have to stay for another 6 months. And i can get the hell out of here. I'm a totally changed dude. xD . I have quit smoking! I am hardworking!

I think should be enough long liao. Don't know what to update anyway. So. Bye. ):

Regards,
Dark Soul

Midnight Movie, Painting.

2009-06-28T19:08:00.004+08:00

Recent Events will be. Went midnight watching with Alvin, Jayson and Jonathan Tan. On Wednesday, 240609 Actually that day really didn't plan for midnight watching. It's only Tan and me went to Fujitsu at Henderson. After that, went to eat Mcdonald. After eat finish, called Jayson to ask to go plan lan. Played for 2 hours ( Left 4 Dead ). Then Jayson wanted to go watch movie. So Tan and i decided to tag along. On our way to Tan's house, we called Alvin to ask him go. For him, he confirm say lot 1. So we bluff him that Causeway point have space and the timing is coming near. So he said he called us back in awhile. Wth lor. He went to check timing. To con us go Lot 1. It is never! Then Alvin suggested midnight show. So on ah. 12.30a.m show. watch till 3.05a.m. Shiock man. While waiting, went to eat Bak Kut Teh. Lols. So we watched, Transformer 2: Revenge of the fallen. No review will be written.

Then friday went for midnight skating. Saturday went to paint Red Cross Campsite. I paint until cui ah. I damn tired. Then hand, super sore. Now i could just easily lie on bed and sleep lor.

Title: Transfomer 2: Revenge of the fallen
Genre: Action, Comedy, Fantasy.

No review. (:

That's about all. Yea. So will update again.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Update

2009-06-18T14:57:00.002+08:00

Been awhile. So well, let's just talk about recent events. Jonathan Tan, Alvin, Jayson and me. Went to ubin on 16/06/09 Tuesday. We actually planned to meet at Bukit Panjang at 8.30a.m. This time round, Alvin late. We waited for him like 30 minutes++. Always late de lor. Then bus/Mrt/ boat down to Ubin! Well, we cycled to Chek Jawa. Hmm. Then Alvin, told us that there is the bridge which is sort of those shaking de. We walk 1 big round, found no shaking bridge. -.-. Tan and i was like at there disturbing him. Wah. So shaky. Lols. However, Alvin pointed out that there is. Well of course, never go = no prove.

After Ubin, We cab down to Changi airport to eat Sakae Sushi Tea time buffet. I must say that kinda 1 of the waitress ain't professional enough. Probably is a new part timer? Also this waiter, keep on come over to our table there and taking a look. It's like he is afraid that we can't finish our food. But who knows? We cleared all our food. Not a single bit left. Tan aiming all his Cha Soba, Alvin aiming all the Gyoza, Salmon Karrage, Jayson, Hmm. Nothing much he aim? Me? Of course i aim. Erm. Temaki sushi! Ebi Tempura Temaki. Lols.

After Sakae Sushi, We Mrt down to City hall and bus back home. While Alvin continue to Mrt back home. Then on the bus, we decided to go roller blade. So sporty lor us. xD . But then we didn't really skate. Due to some reasons.

So yesterday, 17/06/09, Alvin's birthday. Hmm. Afternoon, went skating with Tan and Jayson. After which, 8.30p.m i leave house to go over Alvin's house to get something from him. Then afterwhich, went to pick up Tan and went to eat Bak Kut Teh at Balestier. Which Alvin is so proud of. Because their signboard wrote Founder of Bak Kut Teh. Basket. Eat liao stomach pain. -.-. The taste is same with Henderson. So i rather next time go Henderson eat. Lols.

Currently, Dark Soul is facing some family problem. So yes. Won't say much about it. Only people close to me will know. (: . So with that, Signing off. Till then.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Review of KO Series

2009-04-26T12:41:00.009+08:00

Okay. Been awhile since i last write a post. So this week, I've been watching KO Series. So allow me to write a short review here. Personally on how i feel the show is.

Title: 终极一班/ KO One
Genre: School, Comedy, Action, Fantasy, Romance and Wuxia
Number of Episodes: 21

This series is about a class named 终极一班( zhong ji yi ban )and people with 战力指数 The school, accept students which are beyond hope. Even the school teachers are afraid of them. A number of teacher whom went in to be their teacher, are beaten so badly that they are admitted in hospital.

People with 战力指数, are rated on this KO 榜 ( KO List ). 终极一班 is being lead by KO 3, 汪大东. Afterward 2 new transfer student joined 终极一班. They are, KO 3, 王亚瑟 and KO 4, 丁小雨. Initially, both KO 3 don't like each other. Almost also resulting in battling with each other. But they resolve each other conflict. Together with KO 4, 3 of them become good brothers. As because 汪大东 supports one teacher, he orders 终极一班 to listen to her. She is the only teacher who can survive in 终极一班. As for this teacher, she does not think that they are beyond hope. Thus aiming for 终极一班 to sit for the exam to enter High School.

So this show shows friendship, loyalty and love. Mysterious things happen around them. Evil appear and They have to fight against evil. To prepare himself ( 汪大东 ) to fight against evil, he has been training with 东城卫 ( Dong Cheng Wei ) to boost his 战力指数 using music. Less is being said about 东城卫. The fight with evil begins. As they fight to protect their world and friends, KO 2, KO 3 and KO 4 became demons as it is required to win. In the end, all of them lose all of their power. The fight against evil is a draw.

Personally, i feel that this show overall is not bad. But however there is one part which they did it totally wrongly. As there is one of this comic named "金笔点龙 ( Jin Bi Dian Long )". It is suppose to be the creator named "金笔客 ( Jin Bi Ke )" draws the future. This comic is very special that only those with pure heart with no evil thoughts can read. However, the last episode it shows that the evil guy has seen the comic. It totally makes no sense. But overall still, it's not bad.

Rating: 7/10

Title: 终极一家/ The X Family
Genre: Comedy, Action, Fantasy, Romance and Drama
Number of Episodes: 55

This series reveals that the universe have 12 dimension. Being that 终极一班 is 金时空 ( Ｇｏｌｄ　Ｄｉｍｅｎｓｉｏｎ ) and 终极一家 is 铁时空 ( Iron Dimension )where 东城卫 belongs to. 东城卫脩 is the guy connecting this 2 dimension together. Traveling among this 2 dimension. In hope to find 汪大东, 王亚瑟 and 丁小雨 alternate counterpart to restore their 战力指数.

This series shows about 1 family with special powers called 异能 (Special Ability). This dimension is the only dimension which evil haven't take over. The male lead, 夏天 ( Xia Tian, 汪大东 alternate counterpart) has the ability to transform to 鬼龙 ( Gui Long ). It is because that his father is a demon. While his mother is good. So good mix with demon will become half blooded. 鬼龙 is being sealed by a special item named 封龙贴 ( Feng Long Tie ) created by his grandfather. However if the 封龙贴 is being tear away, 鬼龙 will be released. 东城卫脩 helps 夏天　to become　终极铁克人　( Zhong Ji Tie Ke Ren ). As because the only hope against evil is 终极铁克人. Finally, 夏天 successfully became 终极铁克人 and defeat evil.

Personally, This series is rather not bad too. I personally like the action when 夏天 "transforms" into 鬼龙. It's awesome. Also there is quite a number of musics being singed and played. But comparing with 终极一班 and 终极一家, i will like 终极一班 better. 终极一家 has lesser actions.

Rating: 6/10

Title: 终极三国/ KO Sanguo
Genre: School, Comedy, Action, Fantasy, Romance , drama and Wuxia
Number of Episodes: In Progress

This series is happening in 银时空 ( Silver Dimension ). So far, it is about modern type of 三国演义 ( San Guo Yan Yi ) however if this shows is following the traditional 三国演义 is not known yet. This dimension is people with 武力指数 ( Wu Li Zhi Shu ).

So, it begins with 关羽 ( Guan Yu ) and 张飞 ( Zhang Fei ) being kick out of 23 schools due to them starting fights. As they arrived at their 24th school ( 24 校 ), they immediately got kicked out because that school students were afraid of them being spies. In the meantime, they met a new friend named 劉備 ( Liu Bei, 东城卫脩 alternate counterpart ). He tells them that he's blood is of royalty. But he is too poor to pay his school fee. 张飞 offers to pay for their school fee and by using 劉備 blood, they will be able to enter a royalty school named "东汉书院 ( Dong Han Shu Yuan )". So they became sworn brothers. In the meantime, 东城卫脩, 汪大东, 王亚瑟 and 丁小雨 arrived at this dimension to do some sight seeing. By accident, 汪大东 caused a boulder to fall on 劉備. Luckily, 劉備武力指数 is more than 10 thousand, he survived. But with serious injury. This time, 丁小雨 suggested that 东城卫脩 stays in the Silver Dimension and pretends to be 劉備 while they bring the real 劉備 back to Gold Dimension to treat his injuries.

Evil tries to invade their school. They must fight against evil with newly made friends. Excluding 劉備, 3 more new students join them and became known as 五虎将 ( Wu Hu Jiang ). They serve as the school's protector and warrior.

As this show is still in progress, i don't have much thoughts about this series. It's quite funny in a way.

Rating: -/10

Regards,
Dark Soul

Malaysia Trip

2009-03-23T20:44:00.003+08:00

Okay. Let's update my hmm. My blog! Darkness Within! Well. Currently i'm at Malaysia. KL. Well. Not exactly KL. But KL. I only know this place is called Klang. Seems to me like there is alot of name for this place. Lols. Funny ah? Hmm. I arrived here like Last Saturday. Okay. This bus incident. Damn pissed off 1.

Okay. So regarding this bus incident is that. Hmm. We was like sitting the bus to here. Man it's a long ride. Well that's not the point. It's that. Hmm. When we reach the place already okay. The driver didn't say out. But he claim that he did. Perhaps it's too soft. We was like sitting way back. Then he say so soft. How the hell can you hear? So we was in deep shit. Luckily. I'm here in one piece. So we arrived liao. Around 12+ lor. Think about it. 4p.m Bus ride. 12a.m. then reach. Hell shit man.

Another Bus incident. Hell it's funny. Lols. 2 Bus incident in 1 trip. So my mother want to go home Sunday. Bus ticket bought long ago. We was sitting at the Bus station. For quite long. My Cousin went up to ask quite a number of time. The person just say. Haven't arrive yet. Wait. Until the last time, She say bus come liao. My cousin went to the berth there and ask someone. The person say gone liao. So hell. We go and fight. Turn out, we win! lols. Also, heard from my mother. She say that arriving at a bus station, the bus driver tell her must change bus. Bus spoil. Man. What is this! lols. Hope when i go back. Nothing will happen.

So now. For my stay here. Hmm. Quite the same lor. Playing Computer. But funny thing is that, My cousin(she), Siao de lor! Msn talk to me so happy leh. At here, don't even want to talk to me. Oh wait. She did! 9 words! What the hell lor. I thought she was angry at me? Cause that i didn't get her a present as promised? So i went to buy lah. Well. She just practically hmm. Let's see. Dump it aside? Weird cousin sia. It's like, Being a good guy is so hard to be. Very tiring and stress. Don't know when i want to go back leh. Hmm. I wonder. For now. Let's just see. I won't purposely go talk to her. Damn. Weird.

I think that is all for now. So till then, See ya. (:

Regards,
Dark Soul

Quitting Red Cross

2009-03-07T22:41:00.004+08:00

Okay. Dark Soul has decided to quit being a VI. I mean hell. My father always says, once you get a record in singapore, it will always be there. No another chance will be given. Man. I totally agree with it now. Even when you are young, you must be mature! Don't do wrong things. That is what i learn. So people who thinking of becoming a VI, If you have a freaking record. Better think twice. I'm not acting like a sore loser here or something. It's the fact okay.

Actually, truth is that my passion for Red Cross is strong. But then seriously, due to bad records, So just forget it. Even a flame will die sooner or later. Mine just died sooner. Ah. Will i miss my batchmates? I think i will. What to do? I've decided liao. Batchmate ah batchmate. Good luck to all my batchmate! xD . Okay. Never mind. Bye.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Plans

2009-03-07T10:40:00.002+08:00

So. Let's write down a list of plan. For me.

1) Find out how many people i'm a gangster looking type person. So far 6 out of 9 already.
2) Make Chicken Teriyaki Burger for my friends.
3) Save more money.
4) Go to malaysia and stay.

That's all ba. I found the sudden interest in cooking man. I know how to make sushi, pizza and burger. Some chinese meal also too. Shall continue research on food. xD

So that's about all ba. Let's keep this post short.

Goodbye,
Dark Soul

Quiz

2009-03-02T13:41:00.010+08:00

Okay. Let's try out some quiz. I'm trying hard to make my blog alive!

001. Real name → I seriously won't want to post my real name here.
002. Nickname(s)→ Dark Soul, Destruction, Dark
003. Star sign → I got no idea.
004. Male or female → Male
005. Elementary → West View Primary
006. Middle School → Assumption English School
007. High School → ITE Balestier ( Is Ite considered as High School? )
008. Hair color → Mix?
009. Long or short → What thing long or short?
010. Loud or Quiet → Loud? I guess. But trying to be quiet
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
012. Phone or Camera → Phone
013. Health freak → No way.
014. Drink or Smoke? → Let's see. Smoke.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes.
016. Eat or Drink → Hmm. Drink.
017. Piercings → Yes.
018. Tattoos → No. Never.

*Have you ever*
019. Been in an airplane→ Let me think. Yes.
020. Been in a relationship → Yups.
021. Been in a car accident → Yea. Can i try it again?
022. Been in a fist fight → Well, Of course.

*First*
023. First piercing → I think sec 2 or 3?
024. First best friend → Not so sure about it.
025. First award → Ha! If i can get an award. It must be a miracle.
026. First crush → Well. P6?
028. First vacation → Can't remember.

*Last*
029. Last person you talked to → Myself.
030. Last person you text → Siok Hui.
031. Last person(s) you watched a movie with → Can't remember.
032. Last food you ate → Roti Prata.
033. Last movie you watched →Do i watch movie?
034. Last song you listened to → Trust you by Yuna Ito.
035. Last thing you bought → Marlboro Ice Mint.
036. Last person you hugged → Erm. I don't think there will anybody who want to hug me?

*Favourites*
037. Food → I don't know?
038. Drinks → F&N Grape?
039. Clothing → Polo and Jeans.
040. Books → If i ever read, It will be a miracle.
041. Musics → Japanese Songs.
042. Flower → Nah.
043. Colors → Black and White.
044. Movies → Horror, Comedy, Action packed.
045. Positions → Huh?
046. Subjects → Erm. Well?

*In 2008*
047. [ ] kissed in the snow (Singapore No Snow )
048. [ ] celebrated Halloween
049. [*] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [*] done something you've regretted
056. [*] broke a promise
057. [*] hid a secret
058. [*] pretended to be happy
059. [ ] met someone who changed your life
060. [*] pretended to be sick
061. [*] left the country
062. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [ ] cried over the silliest thing
064. [ ] ran a mile
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
066. [ ] stay single the whole year

*Currently*
067. Eating → Nah.
068. Drinking → Nah.
069. I'm about to → Die.
070. Listening to → Songs.
071. Plans for today → What else can i do?
072. Waiting for → The world to die?

*Future*
073. Want kids? → Well. I love kids?
074. Want to get married? → Won't think that far?
075. Careers in mind → Mechanic, Waiter. I don't know.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?

076. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
077. Shorter or taller? → Shorter.
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Normal?
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Erm?
080. Sensitive or loud → Erm?
081. Hook-up or relationship → Erm?
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Erm?

*Have you ever*
083. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope.
084. Ran away from home → Nope.
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Yups.
086. Killed somebody → Killed a lot in game.
087. Broken someone's heart → That would sucks. Wouldn't it?
089. Cried when someone died → The time had not come?

*Do you believe in..*
090. Yourself → Of course.
091. Miracles → Nopes.
092. Love at first sight → Nopes.
093. Heaven → No way man.
094. Santa Claus → Nope.
095. Sex on the first date → No.
096. Kiss on the first date → Best to take things slowly.

*ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:*
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes. 77774446665504488444
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → No.
099. Do you believe in God → No way.
100. This is the 100th and last.Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

*Another Quiz*
Last beverage → Teh.
Last phone call → Siok Hui. Was like on Saturday afternoon.

*Have you ever*
Dated someone twice → Hmm. Nope?
Been cheated on → I doubt so?
Kissed someone & regretted it → No.
Lost someone special→ Not anymore.

*In the past month have you..*
Fallen out of love → Nope.
Laughed until you cried → No. Forgotten how to cry.
Found out someone was talking about you → Erm. Not yet.

How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → I seriously don't get it.
Do you have any pets → No.
Do you want to change your name → Yes. My bloody Chinese name.

What time did you wake up today → 9a.m.
What were you doing at midnight last night → Sleeping.
Name something you cannot wait for → Her? Being with me?
Last time you saw your father→ Well.
What's one thing you wish you could change → Myself. If I'm not a better person, I can't change the world
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → If i know someone name Tom.
What's getting on your nerves right now → School.

*First*
First surgery → 3 years old.
First sport you joined → I can't remember leh.
First pet → Mr Fishy. ( Fighting Fish. But he died because he jumped out of the tank! )
First vacation → Does coming to Singapore count?

*Currently*
Waiting → For her to accept me?

*Have you ever*
Kissed a stranger → No.
Drank hard liquor → What's hard liquor? I think i did.

*Answer Truthfully*
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → No.

So that's about all the quiz i can find. Hmm. I notice that the number is off and well very not well ya. But oh well. It's stolen while I'm blog stalking. So well signing off. Till then.

Signing out,
Dark Soul

2009-03-01T18:43:00.002+08:00

Let's update. So yesterday was a saturday. Had VI's game day. I totally forget about it. Until last minute. So was like Friday was on msn. After i remembered, ask Siok Hui whether she is going anot. Then so plan to meet together to go. She was like saying there will be quite a number of people at the MRT Station there de. Then of course for me, i will say the opposite. Who knows when we really was there, there was no one! Wth. So we 2 went together to the campsite. Sitting in the canteen like 2 fools. In the end came the senior VIs and Yong Kuang. He told us there are other 10/09 peeps upstairs. We was like......... I called him okay! He didn't pick up. So after that. We VIs played game together. Played spiderman, captain ball and archery. Very fun can? Oh well. I suck at everything though.

So that's about all ba? For yesterday? Hmm. Oh oh. And i met up with Cheryl. My Good friend. Lols. Before meeting Siok Hui. Thus resulting in me late. xD . So sorry to Siok hui that she must wait. xD . But that's me. Okay. That's all. Bye.

Best Regards,
Dark Soul

2009-02-21T12:27:00.002+08:00

Been awhile since i've updated. So ya. Nothing much to say though. So ya. I've decided to upload a picture of my VI uniform. Which probably i think the time Passing Out Parade is my 1st and last time wearing. I won't get anymore chance to wear it. Well except during at home. Oh well. Let's just leave it there and wait for it slowly become yellow.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Shadow X is here to revive this place.

2009-02-20T22:51:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone, I am here to revive this place. Remember to visit Shadow Inc. for more useless and boring stuff!

2009-01-24T11:33:00.002+08:00

So sup peeps. Been Millions of years since i've updated. So for this week, monday till wednesday, I've been attending Standarad First Aid(SFA) Course. Kinda fun. But somethings happen. Wouldn't want to say out. Since it's waste of my time to talk about it. Since seriously they are lame. So okay. After SFA Course, Thursday. Went down to HQ as Shadow X wanna go and ask some stuffs. Then hmm. Friday went down HQ to help out. It's kinda fun i think. Yea.

So for now, I'm doing nothing. Next thursday will be going down to HQ again to help out. Sunday i will be going to Malaysia. Yea. I'm quite alone right now. Since wednesday. Well forget it lor. So ya. That's about all ba. So goodbye.

Signing off,
Dark Soul

2009-01-10T04:41:00.002+08:00

So, it's over between me and her. Well. Normally i will curse and swear. But oh well. This time it's different. Reason being you left me: No feeling due to never meet or something. Well. I certainly must say. I've been busy. But okay. Since you can't understand this. I think it's better to end early. Perhaps i might take awhile to get over this. Since i have 2 sleepless night already. For now i just wish i have more things to occupy me. So as to not think of you.

Okay. As for now, come to update my blog already. Since december, been tired and lazy to update blog due to joining of VI. For New year, it's due to school. I mean nobody read anyway? Furthermore there is no much interesting thing happening in my life. Well except joining of Red Cross. =D . For school life. It's just a little of this, a little of that. Not much. So yup. That's about all. Later on will have Singapore Red Cross flag day at Admiralty Secondary School. There are alot of other collection center throughout Singapore. Why i'm at Admiralty Secondary School? I choose and was posted to. There are other reasons too. Example like cause she stays nearby? Hoping to see her? But it doesn't matter. Does it? Okay. I shall end this. So, good bye.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2008-12-26T01:31:00.001+08:00

The blog owner. Aka me. Is going away for a 2d1n camp. However due to some reasons, it will be a 3d2n camp instead. So i will be away from 26 till 28 of december 2008. Yes. Bye.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2008-12-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

Been awhile since i last update. So erm, hmm. Went to VIP camp. For 4d3n. Well, i think i've did nothing. Since i join late. So well, kinda hmm. So at least try to do things which i can do. lols. Lazy to update now. So end. Will update soon. Bye.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2008-12-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

Been awhile since i've posted. Been busy this few whole week. With what i can't remember. And now Dark Soul is mourning for the lost of his fringe. Amen. He shall continue mourning. So bye. Will update when i have the time too.

Regards,
Dark Soul

*[ [__HAPPYY 0NE M0NTH`S ANNIVERSARYY DARKS0UL BA0BEII !

2008-12-05T00:00:00.001+08:00

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takecares (;

2008-12-03T00:51:00.002+08:00

Been awhile that i've update. Why? Been watching lots of movies this past few days. Or maybe weeks. Also been meeting with my Baobei. Go her house and etc. Yea. I can't exactly remember what i've done. So i can't say out. But today. I mean yesterday. I shall talk about it. Hmm.

This early morning, i woke up at 6.30a.m. I prepared and head out to Baobei's house. I arrived around 7.30a.m. But not Baobei's house. Is at the staircase. Upon reaching, i was like hell spamming call Baobei. But god knows why the hell she put her phone in silent. Resulting in me waiting approximately 1 hour and 10 minutes. Sitting at the stairs with a terrible backache. While watching movie. I bought my laptop along with me just so by the way. So she finally pick up. Got a tongue lashing by me. I mean. Duibuqi. I was like so grumpy in the morning. I think cause i didn't have enough sleep. Furthermore my throat is dry. It's in pain okay. Well. It is in pain till now. So i cook for my Baobei. Before leaving, i kinda saw her wallet was like full of notes. I asked her why so much? She said by gambling. So okay. I want to eat her money! That was my thoughts. So we had a few round. It's like wth? Her luck was darn good. I lost $8 to her. Argh. But it's okay. It's just a game. Nothing much lost. At least my Baobei is happy. Tried to gave Baobei to watch Get Smart too. But failed. It's funny. I want to make her happy!

What else can i say? Oh. Will be changing blogskin later on. Shadow X will be coming later too. So yea. I gotta sleep now. I'm dead tired. Believe once i lie down, will be dead. Okay. So Gotta catch em'all. Bye.

Dozing off,
Dark Soul

2 more days to our 1 month. Can we survive?

2008-11-21T19:23:00.002+08:00

Okay. Been awhile since i've last posted. So Hmm.

Monday
Baobei morning need go school. Wake up early and send baobei go school. After that, go fetch Baobei. Then go around lor. Then just nice when baobei about to go home, raining. So like we are drench. So yea, she invite me to her house to dry myself. Then yea, dry le i jiu go back le. Yea.

Tuesday
Tuesday. Hmm. I went to school! Had Engine theory. Exams is coming.

Wednesday
Went to Baobei's house in the morning till 5p.m+. Go there sleep, eat, drink. Keke. So fun. Baobei sleep de time so cute. All people sleep de time looks innocent. keke. So around at night 7, meet with Wei chin. To cut his hair. If he don't cut, he is not allowed to take exam. So we went to Woodland's mart to cut. After cut, Haiz. No wish to say. Then ya. Went to CWP. He bought a cap. Lols. Then went home.

Thursday
Stay at home whole day. Sleep. Play computer.

Friday
Today. Went to Baobei's house early in the morning again. Then sleep, eat, play, drink. Keke. So fun. Love Baobei so much. She treat me so good. Yea. So that's about all. So yea. Bye. Our love is still continuing on.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Love Babypolar!

2008-11-16T10:50:00.002+08:00

Hi. Been awhile that i've blog. Well, I shall start with an apology for my last update's bad english. For the time, I didn't notice that i had said such lousy english. Till like 5 minutes ago, i read my post again then i notice it.

So shall continue on with updating. Recently, i've been continously watching some show. Very funny. I don't want to mention what show is it. Besides watching show, been meeting my Baobei for quite a few days. Well, i enjoy my time with her. I shall not comment on my relationship. So far, i've been commenting about how happy i was with my ex(s). But ended up, i hated that relationship. Not lasting long in the end. So, i hope that we can be always together. Spend more quality time together. Incase in future there will be regrets.

So about this whole week, i've been doing nothing. Thursday, i meet Baobei early in the morning, sent Baobei go school. Then after that, i went home. To wait for Baobei to end school. Ended up, she told me the wrong time she end school. I waited for her about 2 hours. Long 2 hours. But it's okay. :P . Guys are meant to wait for girls. So after that went home. Lucky my father was at home man. The postman came my house to send me letter from HSA. Lucky x2 that my mother wasn't at home. But he didn't wake up to recieve it. So i must collect it from the post office. Friday, again i woke up early to send Baobei to school. Afterwhich, i went to post office to collect my letter. I was fine $30. Yea. Then went home. About 11a.m, Baobei sms me tell me she dismiss le. So i rush down to fetch her. Who knows, i halfway there, she tells me she can't meet me. I was immediately. Sian. Okay. So went to there, bought bubble tea and went home. Saturday, again woke up early to send Baobei to school. Then i went home. About 10.50a.m, i went out of house. Went to Causeway point to buy sushi for Baobei. Give her a surprise. Then went to erm. I don't know what's the place called. Somewhere near Baobei's school to buy bubble tea for her. I bought her Honeydew ice blended. By the time Baobei came out, It became Honeydew juice. -.-. Melted. Then yea. Send Baobei go piano lesson. Then went to Baobei's primary school's carnival. Then send Baobei home. Yea. So i have a wonderful time with Baobei!I love her so so much. (: . So that will be about all.

Today i'm having salad, pizza and ice cream. All home made. Sadly for the pizza and ice cream part, i can't share with Baobei. Haiz. She can't meet me. Sadly. That will be about all. So bye.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Dark Soul love Polarbear

2008-11-12T23:58:00.004+08:00

Today, hmm. Went to school. Since my teacher called me at tuesday. Go school at 8a.m. Darn forget. No class. Then never mind. Go class. Then went home around 11a.m. Self declare early end. Then what the toot lor. Early morning go nia. Kena saw by DM. Ask me go over talk to me. Basket. Say i dye black hair le. Good good. But actually is spray de. =D . Shh. Then still ask me go trim abit. Like yea sure. I will trim. WAHAHAHA! So kinda sian leh. No music listen.

Did i mention? My handphone is with my Polarbear baobei. Hmm. It's okay that i sian. Lols. My baobei want use. So must lend her. =D . Hmm. Kinda sian x2 that hmm. She kinda MIA. Sian lor. Like haiz. Okay lah. I'm used to being alone and waiting and ignored at. But well not her fault. So don't say duibuqi!

So wait back to just now. Go find Haridas. Then go find my other 2 teachers to sign the appeal form. Cause i got debar for 2 out of 2 module. Sign le. Must do survey. Kena force to study in a different class. Sian. Then just nice lor. Finally like, my Baobei can call me. She call me. Then kena scold by teacher. Lols. Then i go outside talk. Then do finish survey, go buy Nasi Lemak to makan. Da bao go home eat. By the time, Baobei hang up le. I was so bored. No song no nothing. Alone go home. But as i said, i'm used to being alone. So once again, don't say duibuqi! Not your fault! :P . Then hmm. Kinda sian x3 is haiz. Don't know when can meet my baobei. Maybe next week ba? Haiz. Really. So sadden. This is the sianzation world. So nothing much le ba. So let's end this. With a bye. Bye.

Regards,
Dark Soul

1 Week! Dark Soul Love Polarbear!

2008-11-10T13:08:00.003+08:00

Today is monday. Skip school. Hmm. Monday = Anime day. Well besides that, I'm making pizza for my Baobei Polarbear. Hope it will be nice. Hehe. You know the saying to catch a man's heart, first you need to capture it's stomach. So yea! Mine is the other way round. Hehe. I want to go learn lots lots of food and feed her. Hehe.

So yesterday, Baobei go East Coast. So i like hmm. Go there find her lor. We skate together. Around 5p.m. i reach. Then skate till hmm. Around 8p.m. She go find ya. Then i go home alone lor. My phone is with her. And so my journey was like musicless. I mean well after skate finish, I went to Vivo. Hmm. To get the ingredients lor. Then yea. Around 10p.m.+ left vivo. Then reach home around 11p.m.+ lor. Watch See no evil. Gore.

This past few weeks i think, I've been watching gore movie sia. Gore gore gore. I think it's nice. Watch Saw. Saw all those killings. People will feel disgusted. But somehow hmm. I feel it's normal. Well except Saw 3. Saw 3 abit more gore. But i survived through it. Oh. Watch Child's play too. Maybe since i so free now, i do a summary. Okay.

Child's Play
It's about a guy, who is into witchcraft, killed many people in the name of witchcraft. He was being chase by a cop. So like of course bad guys most of them die. At that point of time, he was shot. So he chanted some spells and transfer his soul into a doll. So he is not breathing anymore, the cop who was chasing after him, thought he was dead. So case close. The story continues. This family, just nice bought this doll from the black market. And so the mum gave it to his only son. And so, the doll named chucky, told this kid his secret. About who he was. Chucky was full of vengance, he wants to hunt down his partner who left him alone. And murdered him. And he also hunts down the cop who 'killed' him. Then after, he thought he can't be injured anymore. Since he is a doll. But however, the cop shot him. Who at that time, almost got killed by Chucky. Chucky ran off without killing the cop and went to find the guy who teached him voodoo. The man, wasn't please to see him. He didn't wanted to teach people to use voodoo for bad. He almost succeed in calling the cop. But Chucky got ahold of his voodoo doll. And broke his arm and leg. Forcing him to tell him how to get out of the doll body. Fearing of losing his life, he told Chucky that he has to transfer his soul into the person who first know his secret. So he killed him. And the rest begins to protect the kid from Chucky. After which, They burn shoot stab Chucky. But to kill him, They have to stab him in the heart. So Chucky was 'dead' without transfering his soul into the kid. Part 2 to 3 is mostly still about Chucky hunting down the kid. Part 4 however is showing Chucky getting married! His girlfriend, fixed him. And awake him! After that, they kinda had an arguement. Chucky killed her. And chanting spells to transfer her soul into another doll. Afterwhich, they found another way to become human. So the quest for the necklace begins. But they was stop. Gore. Part 5. It's about hmm. Before they died, they had sex. Earlier. And she was pregnant. And she gave birth before she died. Then afterwhich, it's about this doll baby. This baby doll had no gender sadly. But this doll had a named called 'Shitface'. So 'Shitface', thought he was an orphan. Until he saw the tv. Well it's like Chucky and his wife, became robotic. And was starring in a movie. Because of all the rumours that how the doll was killing. So after seeing them, his journey to hollywood begins. Having the necklace, 'Shitface' thought it was more of a family's motto. Despite 'shitface' talking to his parents for a few time, they didn't respond as they were robotic. Thinking that chanting his family's motto, they will talk to him and acknowledge him. So he did it. And they was bought back to life. So the killing begins. They still wants to transfer their soul back to human. But however, at the last moment, Chucky love being a doll. They try to kill each other. But however, Chucky's wife succeed in transfering her soul into a celebrity. Win. And life continues for them with their family. 1 male child(Shitface.) and 1 female child. But they still kill. That's for Child's play.

Saw
Okay. So Saw. It's about a guy, with an incurable illness. He was so sad that he tried to killed himself. But he survived. So he found a purpose in his remaining time of his life. To teach people the meaning of life. He treat it as a game. But the game rule is to determine whether you deserve a second chance anot. But if you didn't complete the game, you will die. So he goes around find people who is destroying their life and testing them. Those who survived, they do find meaning in their life. Overall is gore. Police can't hunt him. He is not a murderer. He forces them to take their own life. Overall, if you don't think about the gore parts, it's an meaningful show. Gore gore. I love it. Nice. =D

See No Evil
See no evil. Starring Kane from WWE. I wanted to watch it long time ago. Just didn't buy the disc. So finally found it's download. Watch it, it's about kane, sort of kena torture by his mother. Then ya. They love digging their eyes out in the name of god. Sick. Overall is okay only lah. Not that nice. Not that gore. No nice. So that's about all.

Summary are done. So byebye. =D

Regards,
Dark Soul

Dark Soul Baobei Ai Polarbear Baobei for life!

2008-11-08T14:49:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Today is saturday. Rotting at home already. My Baobei can't meet me. So okay lor. Rotting. This morning recieve an offline message. My friend ask me i yesterday at Woodlands ah? I mean what the hell lor. She saw me. But i didn't saw her. Worse part is that she said i walk pass her. Yet i didn't see her. That is must check my eyes le. Oh wait. Perhaps is that i only love my Baobei. And cannot see other girls. My eye only got my Baobei. =D

So my Baobei now. Erm. Don't know doing what lor. Then erm. So sian without her. Bored. Haiz. Don't know what else to do today le. So now i continue go rot le ba.

Baobei i miss you! Muackz!

Signing off,
Dark Soul

I miss P O L A R B E A R

2008-11-08T00:02:00.004+08:00

Decided to come blog now. Kinda sian. Abit of emo-ing. Why? Hmm. Nothing much. Just so hmm. My baobei don't know doing what lor. Not replying my sms. Wonder got anything happen to her? Wonder is it kena eaten by insects le? Hmm. Haiz. So sadden.

Today afternoon, go find Baobei at Woodlands. Meet her le. Go buy bubble tea. Then go Causeway point makan. After that send my Princess Polarbear home. Not exactly home. I think i know why i am emo-ing. Perhaps is that. Though i'm her bf, i don't really know anything much about her. Nor do i have a photo of hers. Photo is okay lah. But i mean. I don't know anything about her lor. Not really that abit. It just proves how bad of a boyfriend i am. QQ. Haiz. I really love my Princess Polarbear alot! Did i mention that how good my Baobei is? Remember the part when i say i injured myself? Then when i was eating, was like hard to eat. My Baobei actually hehe. Want to feed me. Hehe. But i want ma fan her. See. So good de Baobei. Hehe. I will cherish her de! Hehe.

It's been 3 days since i last smoke. I promised my Baobei to quit smoking. Kinda feel terrible. Not kinda. Is 100% feeling terrible. But i shall endure through it. However, whenever i am emo-ing, i feel like smoking! Like now. -.-. I need my Baobei to not emo. But she is erm. Well no idea. It's okay. I shall pull through this! Haiz. Forget it. I shall go emo. Goodbye. Have a nice day everyone. Feel my happiness with her.

Emo-ing off,
Dark Soul

I love P O L A R B E A R as long as i live!

2008-11-06T23:59:00.001+08:00

Today hmm. Never go school. Can't go lah. After what happen yesterday. So went to East Coast park with Baobei & Shadow X. Rollar blade. Shadow X & Me reach there first. So we went to eat burger king. After that Baobei around 2.15 reach. Before that we skate to the foodcourt. Actual plan was Bedok Jetty. But too hot. Settle down at the foodcourt instead lor. Then went back when Baobei sms me lor. Then meet her. Then we skate. But still, too hot! Settle down at Bedok Jetty. Then too windy. Sit there quite awhile. Then when it is abit less windy, we skate back. Then sit awhile. Shadow X feels like he is a lightbulb ba? So he went home. So sorry to let him go home alone. Sian. But so then Baobei and me we skate to go find the KFC. Cause before, Baobei told me got KFC. But Shadow X and Me didn't believe. Cause all the while we go, we didn't saw a KFC. So in the end, really have! Duibuqi Baobei i didn't believe you. ): . But kinda like i got my punishment? Cause i fell down twice! I injured myself. 1st is when go find Baobei, the floor, is kinda i think like sort of sunk in. I lost my balance and fell. Second time was when Baobei and I skating, i kinda like hugging her. Then i hai dao Baobei fall. ): . Then i was like crap. Got scare that my Baobei injured. Then didn't wait to slow down. Just straight away 'V' turn and i just so pei my Baobei to fall. Thus injuring the same place again. And it bleed. But i couldn't care less. My Baobei is more important. Then push her go wash hand. Ya lor. So far jiu like that lor.

I really enjoy being with her. I just really love her! But sian lor. I feel that i hai dao her lor. ): . Am i a good boyfriend? Haiz. Well hope i am. So then hmm. Go home around 8p.m. Just reach home not long ago. Then yea. My Baobei take my starhub number. So meaning can sms! Hehe. Now i'm only with 1 phone. But it's okay. Hehe. Really hope Baobei and me can last long. I know we can de! Then hmm. That's about all ba? Just lastly, Duibuqi Baobei hai ni fall down and all. ): . That's about all le. Going to sleep soon. Run out of energy le. So, sayonara.

Signing off,
Dark Soul

I love P O L A R B E A R!

2008-11-05T20:16:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Today a bad and good day. Firstly, I go school. Just wanna go school. Reach there. I was wearing PE Shirt, Jeans and slippers. Go in. Always. On the phone with my PolarBear. Hehe. She purposely wake up early to talk to me on phone. So gan dong. Sobs sobs. But anyway, walk in to school. God knows who the hell is those person. It's the damn principal, and 2 director. For god sake i don't even know them. -.-. And then he catch me for my attire. And of course my lovely hair. After that they called on for the DM lor. He catch my cigarette. Report to HSA. Now awaiting for HSA lor. Either call or mail. Hopefully nothing will happen lor. I shall not go school. This is the reason why i hate school.

So about the good day. It's regarding. Hehe. Jiu. My last post, ignore it. I love de girl. Is with me. Hehe. Feel so happy lah. Though i have this stupid case in hand. I'm not sad. She accept me. And yea. We went out. Just happy sia! I didn't even have that stupid case on my mind. My whole mind was just, 'Omg, She is with me. Am i lucky or what? I hope i can be a good bf to her. I wanna treat her good.' Yea. Polarbear. If you are reading this, I want to let you know. I will only love you. I will treat you good. I will do it de! Hehe. So that's about all lor. Goodbye.

Regards,
Dark Soul

I love Polarbear!!

2008-11-04T16:27:00.004+08:00

Being going school lately. Not the point. Point is i know this girl. Aka Polar bear. Fell in love with her. But we cannot and never will be together. Thinking about this i really sad. Then erm. Ya. Just we won't be together. So i've come to a decision of, never fall in love again. I know this sentence is childish and all. But just, I will do my best to make it come true. It's okay. I'm not that good and all anyway. So ya. Alone now. Alone then. And always alone. I never regret loving. Just so, I will be sad. Emo. So ya. If i have attitude towards you, bear with it.

Regards,
Dark Soul

I'm always alone.

2008-10-28T22:13:00.005+08:00

So suddenly decided to update my blog. Just well, i think i get into too much feeling in girls. I mean shouldn't fall for a girl. Well, only i mean 3d world's girl. 2d world's girl won't hurt me. Won't despise me. So afterall single is the best. Dark Soul is attach to 2d world's girl(s) for life!

Well so today, it is tuesday. I've decided to go school. So went to school. I still hate studying. Shall not go tomorrow. Sleep at home. So what happen today is. Wake up. On computer. Brush teeth. Play MU (Private server Zhyper). Chat in msn while gaming. Go shower. Wait hair dry while gaming. Hair dry go spray my fringe black. Wear contact lens. Change clothes. Spray perfume. Light a cigarette. Go down bus stop. Wait for bus. Bus arrive, haven't smoke finish. Went fast mode. Finish smoking. Board bus. Sit down. Take to Little India. Take MRT to Boon Keng. Wait for Vincent. Walk to escalator. Take out cigarette. Light cigarette. Smoke while walking to school. Reach school. Slack. Talk. Do nothing. That's about all for before school. After school. End school. Walk out of school. Take out cigarette. Light cigarette. Smoke while walking to MRT Station. Take MRT to harbourfront. Meet Wei Chin. Go walk few rounds. Eat Long John Silver. Take 963 home. Talk xin shi while taking bus. Reach home. Play computer. Till now. That's about all. Lols. What a day.

That's about all. So ending this post with this sentence. If there is a begining, There will be an ending. There will never be a forever.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Whose eyes are those?

2008-10-23T23:08:00.002+08:00

Today stay at home. Sadden sia. Today very sad. I mean. Like the day before. Knew 1 girl. Lols. Ouch. Then lols. Kinda for some reason. I just can't get her out of my mind. Well i'm alot not sure if is ai shang her? But well it doesn't matter.Today only saw her msn. I'm like. O_O. *stare*. Oh my freaking god. Well i don't believe in god. It's just an expression term. But ya. She is attached. So ya. I'm like. Oh you really touch my tralala le. Well. I mean well. lols. She doesn't have to be mine. So it's nothing. I also don't know why am i saying this? Well. Really. 2d world's girl is still the best. Those who add my msn, 2d world's girl is meant by. Well look at my dp and you will know.

So after not going school for around let me see. 2 weeks? Finally my class advisor called me. Asking me why i never go school and etc. And want me go back school. So okay. I went back this wednesday. Around 11a.m+ reach. Go find him. Not around. So i've decided like. Go out to smoke first. So walk walk walk. Sms Jarrett ask him got teacher de number? Never reply. Reach gate. 'Oie' Turn. Playing basketball. Went over. Kinda. Feels weird. Don't know how to describe the feeling. So wait around awhile. Find teacher. Talk to teacher. Go class. Go in class like 1 minute. Kena send home liao. Why? Hair too gold. Cannot. Unacceptable. So lols. In the end i go school, still never study. Tomorrow i shall go school!

Well tomorrow plan is. Lonely Boi come my house in the morning. Dye hair. Then Wei Chin come my house. They 2 accompany me go school. Study finish. Go home. Play mahjong! Nice plan. =D . So that's about all.

Dark Soul really is destined to be alone. Not deserve to be loved, care and concern.

On the way to hell,
Dark Soul

2008-10-21T18:18:00.003+08:00

Today, I shall update my blog! Reason? Simple. Today i suddenly have the craving for pizza. So i mean thinking that Pizza hut. Is nice lah. But well not shuang. So i've decided to make my own pizza. Went internet search for how to make a pizza. Then know how to make le. Then went to plaza to get the ingredients. Then reach home. Pizza making! And success! Kinda nice! Below will be a picture of it! lols. =D

Regards,
Dark Soul

2008-10-19T15:57:00.002+08:00

Come to think of it, i very long never update le. So here i am ba. Lols. Been 1 week that i didn't go to school. So here is the list of things i did this week.

Monday
Shadow X Come my house. We played private server MU. Zhyper. He go home. Continue play whole day.

Tuesday
Wei chin come my house. We did hmm. Nothing. Think so.

Wednesday
Wei chin come my house. He pon school. So meet up with Gordon, Lonely Boi, Jiawei, Yong Sheen and Soon Heng. So we went to West Mall eat first. Then we go to lols. Go to Changi Airport. On the way to there, we played blackjack. Lose then must do pushup. In the mrt of course. So that's all. Then go Esplande sit sit. Then went home. That's Wednesday.

Thursday
Thursday we, Wei Chin, Lonely boi and of course me, went to Gordon's house. Play mahjong. Play blackjack. Blasting Musics. And etc. Total was Okay. Then 2+ wah kao. The parents suddenly come back. Then lols. Somehow all things seems in a rush. Stress lor. Then carry on play mahjong till 4+. Then go Causeway point eat dinner. Or maybe it was lunch. I don't know. Then go home.

Friday
Friday, Wei chin pon school and come my house around 10a.m+. He play my computer while i sleep lor. Then 1.30p.m, go my house downstairs to eat. After which i took 187 to West Mall to meet up with Cheryl. For her to pass me something. Then 5+ Go home.

Saturday
Intially there was no plan. Then 1p.m+ When i was still sleeping, Wei chin called me. To ask me call Lonely Boi. Then come come come. Come my house play mahjong! Play till 4p.m+ Mother come home. She join in with us to play mahjong. Play till 7p.m+ Shiock. Lols.

Sunday
Sunday is today! No plan for today. Didn't do anything till now. Excpet playing computer.

So that's about all. =D . Bye. Finally updated.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2008-10-08T21:43:00.001+08:00

Bored.

Today just want to say the anime i wanna watch. Lols. Anime/s that i shall watch: Gundam 00 season 2. Rosario + Vampire Capu 2. Chaos;HEAd, Shikabane Hime Aka,Linebarrels of Iron.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2008-10-06T00:24:00.002+08:00

Today! is another day! lols. Then hmm. Wake up quite late. Go roller blade! At think 4+ ba. Then ya lor. Lols. My brake pad use finish le. No more brake for me. -.-. So whole journey was like brakeless. Dangerous.

Then hmm. Found 4 more gundam games for psp. Yea! Then tomorrow go take back my psp! I lend to someone. So kind of me.=D . Gundam battle royale. Gundam battle Universe. Gundam battle tactic. Gundam battle chronicle. Awesome. Keke.

Then i think ba. Today. Hmm. I think i'm hungry. =D Nothing else le ba. Lols. Bye. =D

Signing off,
Dark Soul

2008-10-01T22:31:00.003+08:00

Today whole day. At home lor. Sleep. Eat. Play computer. Chat with Eileen. Keke. Cute girl. No. She not my gf. Well then ya lor. Whole day was doing that lor. So that's about all ba. Lols. Game time!

Regards,
Dark Soul

2008-09-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

So long never update le. Keke. So update today. Now holiday. Well holiday anot, i don't think i wanna go school le. Keke. So sianzation. I'm bored. So hmm. What can i say? Hmm. I don't know. Hmm. Nothing to say. Lols. So ya lor. Nothing else. Bye. Lols.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2008-09-21T00:41:00.002+08:00

Today. Is really. Can say i've done a good and bad thing. But regardless it is a good or bad, I'm really heart broken. I really haiz. I backstab my love 1. Haiz. Why i do this? I shall not explain. I'm posting it here as because i know it's no way she will read my blog. I've decided to put this feeling to her down. For the better of her, him and me. I mean like though it's impossible for you to read my blog, still if there is this 0.00001% you are reading my blog, I wanna tell you i'm sorry. I really haiz. Don't know why i did that. Well i already have. So let's just haiz. Be happy with him. Love him. As long as your happy, I will be too. I will just somehow try to find out whether you are happy anot. I can never appear infront of you again. Regardless of face to face or conversations. Never mind. I'm really too sad now to carry on. So....

Signing off,
Dark Soul

2008-09-11T16:47:00.000+08:00

My new signature. Nice a? Love it. Well so much have been happening. Don't wanna talk about it. Bye.

Regards,
Dark Soul

Sadden

2008-08-27T01:16:00.004+08:00

Yet another day. I can't get to sleep! So updating now. Really so bored. Recently just got a some sort of watch phone. Damn awesome you know. Lols.

Really so sian you know. My group peeps, all are having happily ever after. All have a loving and caring girlfriend. I want to have. But i like found mine already. Thus i'm bored with other girls. No more flirting time for me. It's just something so magical. I last time while stead, still will like flirt flirt. =D . But now, I only an lian this girl, and if i were to see other pretty girls, i won't go take their number. Last time i will. Just weird a. Then ya lor. Sianzation. I want to give a try in jio-ing her. But seriously i think no chance. Reason being: 1) She's got a boyfriend liao. 2) Last time i asked her as a if question liao. The answer was somehow like. It won't be possible. 3) I'm the devil!(Dark Soul). Well, that's about all the reasons i can think of. Kinda really sadden. Think i shall be the only one without girlfriend ba.

Huh? You asking me why i can't get to sleep? Pretty simple. I'm very hungry -.-. Yesterday whole day i only ate a plate of chicken rice and 2 onigiri. Some sort of on diet. But more towards saving money. What else to talk about? Through out topic. Sadden.

Signing off,
Dark Soul

2008-08-21T20:48:00.003+08:00

Somehow i feel so lonely. Everybody is leaving me further and further away. Try to get use to it ba Dark Soul. I don't know. Just get this weird feeling. I'm also thinking, why do people get to be together with people they love. While i just don't get the person i love. Why is that so?

Regards,
Dark Soul

2008-08-19T23:38:00.002+08:00

So i long time no update le. There is quite alot been happening this few days. Well nothing much though. Just well this 1 in particular, saw my primary school friend on bus. Well singapore is so small. But okay lah. Not singapore fault. Lols. Is we stay just across a road. lols. Saw her. But i thought she forget me. So i didn't talk. lols. Then like ya through bus ride. She and her friend. Me lonely. Then me. Wanna alight le. At traffic light, i purposely stand beside her. Blocking her. I mean she was talking to her friend lor. Then i just block. Evil me. Wakekeke. So i was like thinking that. Nah, we won't get the chance to talk. Who knows that she lols. Like well i don't know how to describe. But the hand was like going to hit my face. Something like that. Then lols. Ask me i remember her anot? Of course i remember. But god hell no. She can't remember my name. Ah. Sadden. Well it's okay. Lols. I don't expect anybody to remember me.

Well just this few days i'm sadden. Lols. People are having this sentence. Happily ever after. But well for me. I think i have. But i didn't find. It's really so tiring. Do i love someone? I think yes. But that someone has a boyfriend already. Well sadden.

So wah! Today. It's been 1 whole day. I never touch a cigarette. It's like hell! And i love it! Hell! Just joking. But darn. I really feel like smoking. I just don't know suddenly wanna quit. I shall quit! Jiayou Dark Soul! Nobody is supporting you! Well what else to say? Nothing le ba. So with this. Bye.

Signing off,
Dark Soul

2008-08-07T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hmm. So i finally update the pictures le. Yesterday forget update. So actually while wearing the belt in a public place, alot of people are looking at me. Man. Nice. The public attention. Wahahaha! All looking at my little brother. Lols! -.-. That's about all. So tomorrow i going malaysia! Dark Soul, have fun.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2008-08-06T22:20:00.006+08:00

So it's been quite awhile since i have updated. Today will be special. I shall update pictures of my birthday present. Wahahaha! So i'm bored this few days. I lend my friend's sister phone sia. Dark Soul ah Dark Soul. You are so good man. Best. Thank you Thank you. So now suddenly feel like going east coast and roller blade leh. This few days emo. But well.

Tomorrow i will be leaving le. ): . Haiz. Can't help it. When the time is here and if you need to go, just go. Don't stay. Well but still, if anybody wanna roller blade, tell me can? Go roller blade together. Well, bikers also can. I should be able to catch up. Hmm. So i think well that's about all? Being single is sian.

Lastly, this sentence, i find it very meaningful. It is, If there is a BEGINING, there will be an ENDING. There will never ever be a FOREVER.

Digital Belt Buckle.

SE200 Bluetooth Headset.

Together. Really very beautiful. My babies.

Regards,
Dark Soul

2008-07-31T18:24:00.002+08:00

Very long never update. So today just nice playing computer. Come update. So my life. Well nothing much. Only studying and working. Yea. Don't know what else to do. Well i feel that i'm just wasting my life away. Hmm. Lols. I'm now back to like what. Sick of everything mood. I mean nothing really just catch my attention. Totally nothing. I just live for the sake of living. Okay. That's about all. Tomorrow. Ya. Nothing else to say. Bye.

Regards,
Dark_Soul

2008-07-24T21:26:00.002+08:00

So this few days so busy to blog. Been busy studying. Working. Lazy to online. So always sleeping. Then yesterday need go Pulau Ubin. Then tuesday that Shawn suggested we ton at Sengkang. So okay lor. I jiu went over to Jarrett's house around 9++. Then slack lor. Never sleep whole night. Smoking and what. Then at around 12+ Jarrett's cousin come over. Man. I think i'm in love. Well okay that's not the point. So i kinda was like so bastard. Lols. Don't talk about it. Where got people talk bad about himself in his blog de -.-. So ya. Whole night didn't sleep. 3+ meet up with Vincent at his house downstair. Then ya. Back to the point. The point is that basket. Shawn ownself ask us ton. In the end ownself at home sleeping. NB. So ya.

Then morning we took bus to Tampines. Then go Pulau ubin to do some what recognize plant thing. It's bored. Then yesterday reach home around 5+. Slept at 6+ till today 12+. 2+ sleep till 5+. Now still feeling tired. So that's about all. GTS. BB.

GTS: Got To Sleep.

Regards,
Dark_Soul

2008-07-16T16:44:00.003+08:00

* Attention *
This post is going to contain alot of vulgars. So any kids or people who can't stand vulgar, Do not read!

So this few days. Okay. I'm studying and working. I left with 250LV to be promoted. I can get promoted just by selling Pearl Ion Lotion twin pack. NB CB, this girl say want buy. Okay. From last saturday she say no money. Can't buy. Never mind. Ask her to ask her friends. She say her sister wanna buy. Her friends wanna buy. Supervisor also wanna buy. NB CB. Fcuking lier. Sister at where? Die liao. Friends? Dead too. Worse still. 1 number is hers. She don't wanna admit. Think i stupid is it? NB CB. Supervisor at where? At geylang fcuking girl. NB CB. I don't care if i offend her here anot. She get me into lots of fcuking trouble. And now what she is doing? Maybe at there happily shopping, gossip, sucking guys cock. NB CB. Now i'm here all alone to face all those fcuking troubles. Why?!?! Why i get to know this kind of fcuking girl? NB. She claim she only lie to me about not meeting me. From what i see. You even lie to me you wanna buy. Lie to me your supervisor wanna buy. Lie to me your friends wanna buy. Fcuking bitch. PCB. If i can rewind time, I rather i won't get to know her. NB. From now on. We are not even friends. I can't stand a fcuking lier as my friends. Thanks to her. I need to solve the fcuking problems. Bitch. Btw. This girl thinks that just a sorry. A 'big' sorry can solve anything. PCB. If sorry can solve everything, this world can survive? I kill your father lah. Then say sorry. You will forgive? PCB.

Regards,
Dark_Soul

2008-07-12T11:00:00.002+08:00

So today i'm online. Pretty long i never online le. Yup. So i am busy working and studying this few days. I'm going to recruit people to work. So if any of your who is interested in working part time. Please let me know.

Regards,
Dark_Soul

2008-07-01T13:41:00.007+08:00

So this is the new signature that Shadow X has owe me long long ago! GN - 004 Nadleeh.

Well this past few days have been busying doing something. Thus wasn't able to update my blog. Well i don't think anybody is reading. So well it's okay. Lols -.-.

Today is her last chance. Will she just cherish this last chance? I don't know. Say meet 8. Then change. Meet 1. Now 1. Where she is? I got no idea. I can't be bother anyway. Worse come to worse, we shall just break. Just like we did before. That's all. Bye.

*update*
I finally really break already. So as like i said, she always fly my aeroplane, lie to me and recently starting to don't wanna sms or call me. Well seriously, Saturday i gave her a chance and she didn't cherish it. So i broke up with her. But i realize i still love her. I don't wanna break. So we patch back. She was so confirm that we can meet today. So i give her a chance. But well now. She can't meet me. She lie to me. She played with my feelings from the begining. She don't even plan on meeting me. Well. Since so, i gave you a chance and you didn't cherish it, i don't see why i need to cherish our relationship too? Afterall for the past 2 months, i gave you lots of chance. You just won't learn. Forget it. Stay single for me. With or without stead is not a problem to me. 2 months! We only met 4 times. 3 times add up less than an hour. The fourth time is only 1 hour. 2 hours at most! 2 months and i only get 2 hours of our time! What the hell is this! Forget it. She don't cherish me, i shall don't cherish her too. In a relationship, It doesn't take 1 hand to clap. It needs 2. I love you. I give you my heart. I try to be the best for you. But turn around. You? What did you do for me? Flying my aeroplane. Lie to me. Etc. Since when did you ever really love me at all. Never. Seriously i'm really a fool to let you play. Whatever. Bye.

Regards,
Dark_Soul

2008-06-28T00:19:00.002+08:00

Well, today i well got no idea what to say! But seriously, i broke up. I mean ya i broke up, i'm single. That's going to be like permanent? Well since i'm not attractive nor handsome. Oh well, it's okay. In life, you don't have to be in a relationship to be happy. Right? So why i break up? Simple. She don't wanna meet me, recently starting to stop calling and sms-ing me and lastly, always lie to me. But still so, i still love her. Weird huh? Break already yet still love her? Well when i say break to her, it hurts me. But well, never mind. Nobody is even reading this -.-. What for talk so much.

Seriously, I just feel like going to East Coast and just roller blade. Sort of kill stress? Well. I can easily go alone and settle the whole journey from East Coast to Changi in 1 hour and from Changi back to East Coast in 1 hour. Total 2 hours. But come to think of it, it is bored going alone. Sadly i don't have any friends who wanna go with me. So well just i know nobody reading this, but if got, anybody wanna go with me? Can just leave me a tag? =D

Regards,
Dark_Soul

2008-06-25T14:07:00.002+08:00

Well seriously. Is it that hard to meet someone? Is it really that hard to sms someone? Is it really that hard to not lie? There is this someone who prove it all to me. It's hard to meet, sms and not to lie. So far it's just this someone. Never meet me. For the past 2 months, we only met 4 times. Now recently, she don't even bother to sms me. Well you don't need to say about lying. For not meeting me, she will come up with all kinds of excuse. I'm really sick of it. This someone will never ever learn. Well i really don't see any long route for us. It's just a short one. Well great. Continue like this and ya. Find a new guy. Seriously, you being like that doesn't make us last long. Soon we will be reported as casualty of the race. And have to forfeit the race. That's the end of us when the time come. Just well forget it. I'm too disappointed to continue blogging. Bye.

Regards,
Dark_Soul

2008-06-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

Seriously, i'm in a bad mood. Really. It's pissing me off. Well. Forget it. Not going to mention it. Bye.

Regards,
Dark_Soul

2008-06-19T18:32:00.003+08:00

So it's another day for me. Really today i almost died okay. Today i went downstairs to buy luncheon meat and bread. As my lunch. Then came back. Want to cook the luncheon meat. Then i saw that one of the gas is on. Didn't close. Gas was leaking. Crap! Lucky saw it, smelt gas leaking. Well at least i'm still breathing here. If not how to support Felicia Chin?!?! Perhaps Felicia Chin tagging me make me going crazy to support her. Whether is real or not, i'm just going to still support Felicia Chin. Now my mind is only Felicia Chin! I mean how i wish i got the chance to meet her! Wahahaha! That's about all. Bye. Going to buy BBQ Stingray for dinner.

Regards,
Dark_Soul

2008-06-18T21:54:00.006+08:00

Well look at this. It's felicia Chin tagging me. I seriously wonder is it real? Of course i hope is the real deal. Well man, the chance of her tagging is seriously very low? I just need like perhaps a sign to show it's the real deal. Until then, I'm in doubt!! But i totally support her!!! Wahaha! She's like whoa. I think i only support her. But though so i support her! I know that makes no sense. But ya still SUPPORT Felicia Chin!!!

So today i woke up, and well didn't had breakfast nor lunch. Use to it though. Played a few rounds of viwawa. Around 5.30, i went over to my auntie's house. There is a performance by my cousin at his daycare. So there are games, and the amazing race, darn! We need to eat lime with chili powder! Darn darn darn! It's like sour+spicy. The feeling was like i'm gonna puke any moment. Then well okay, station 2, drink a cup of water from a straw with hole. Station 3, Using chopstick and 'kiap' the marbles onto the plate. Easy piece of cheese. Station 4, Dancing, singing. Well this is not my stuff, So my cousin did it. Wahaha! Station 5, Man crap this. We had to eat 1 raw bitter gourd. Man the whole feeling was crap crap crap. Well eat finish and came in second. So that's about all i think. Btw, my cousin is just... I also don't know how old he is -.-. Primary school. That's about all. So ya. Until next time. Bye folks.

Regards,
Dark_Soul

2008-06-15T17:29:00.002+08:00

Well it's another my lonely day. Sleep until don't know what time, wake up. Then normal routine. Play battlefield with Shadow X. Then now downloading Guild Wars. Hmm. Well, I wonder at this rate, will we last long? Hmm. Always say you love me and all. But come to meeting. Tired to meet me. Great. Well forget it. We can forget about meeting. =D . Haiz. Forget it. You just don't understand my feeling. Always get fly by you. Great.

So my blog isn't hack by Shadow X. I invite him as author. Lols. That's about all. Byebye.

Regards,
Dark_Soul

Hack!

2008-06-14T15:03:00.002+08:00

I am Shadow X, and thus I claim this blog as mine.

I am the real deal. I aren't fake, it is me. His pass is ***********, such a noobish password anyone can figure it out. Give it a try!

2008-06-14T11:12:00.005+08:00

Today is our 2 months. Well. I'm spending time ALONE! She can't meet me. So i can't do a damn thing about it. Great isn't it? First month we never meet, second month we never meet. I think third month we also won't meet. Haiz. Pretty sad isn't it. So i don't know what to do today. Maybe find someday to go bugis with me? To see the gorgeous felicia chin!!! Wahahahha! Well okay. Great for not meeting during our second month! Wahahaha! -.-. Well bye. Great. You even explain to me saying you are tired to meet. Great. We can jolly well forever don't meet. ^_^ . I'm serious. So i will just say No, if you want to say meet. But i still love her. :D

Regards,
Dark_Soul